My Journey of Life

The Beginning of Us

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Our story begin....

With a simple HI to you...
It's happen on 25th December 2011...

Hey.. It's Christmas Day....

This for sure the best Christmas Gift from Him to me...

Knowing you....

Perhaps the best gift ever...

Another 3 Hearts been sent to me...

To complete our 5 Hearts...

Completeness of 5 Hearts created...

Family Kite....

The time we spent together was awesome...
With no money can buy...

With no time can be repeated...

It's forever will be..

The best treasured moment that we had together...

From N24 (the place we begin our story)...

To Singgah Selalu and Suara OK...

The excitement we have....
With NO WORD i can described...

Photo-shooting with you guys were totally awesome...

The craziness we had...
The unity that we possessed...

Here we go... The THREE Princess of 5 Hearts (Above) and TWO Prince of 5 Hearts (Below)..

Together we created the completeness of 5 Hearts The Family Kite...

From totally different background...

And yet we are one together now...

Nothing more to say... Semua ini...

"TAKDIR"...

We're meant to be a 5 Hearts....

Just one word to all of my 5 Hearts...

FOREVER!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALL...

SINCERELY FROM;

ALONG THE NARUTO....

Resume 2010

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CHAN VUI KIT

Contact

Mobile : +6013-767 2215 / +6014-692 6290

House : +6085- 665054

E-mail : nelson.chanvk@gmail.com

Permanent Address: Current Address:

Lot 231, No 98, Jalan Jee Foh, M43/311, Kolej Tun Dr. Ismail

Lorong 10, Krokop, Universiti Teknologi Malaysia,

98000, Miri, Sarawak. 81310 UTM Skudai, Johor.

OBJECTIVE

Chemical-Gas Engineer seeking for internship position which allows me to apply my background of study in Chemical-Gas Engineering problems and desire to contribute my ability for career development in Chemical Engineering especially in Oil and Gas Industry.

EDUCATION

Bachelor of Engineering (Chemical-Gas), Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM)

CGPA : 3.64/4.00

Expected Graduation : August 2012

Biology Science, Malaysian Higher School Certificate, SMK Baru Miri (2006-2007)

CGPA : 3.25/4.00

STRENGTHS & SKILLS

· Able to use QCAD, MATLAB, Polymath and Basic C++ Programming.

· Possess good leadership and communication skills.

· Fast learner and ability to adapt to new environment

· Basic knowledge in Gas Spectroscopy and other analysis technologies.

· Good communication skills in Malay and English language (both oral and writing).

· Basic knowledge in First Aid.

ACHIEVEMENT

· PIBG Outstanding Leadership Award 2007.

· Managed to get 4 times Faculty of Petroleum and Renewable Energy Engineering Dean’s List.

· Won Merdeka Chorus Speaking 2008 (Overall Champion).

EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITIES

· Board of Committee, Volunteer Department, Career Path 2008, Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (CP 2008).

· Board of Committee, Institute of Engineering, Malaysia, UTM Student Chapter (2008)

· Conductor, Merdeka Chorus Speaking 2008 (2008-Champion).

· Head of Entrepreneurship Students Representative Council of Tun Dr. Ismail Residential College (2009).

· Head of Logistic Unit, UTM Academic & Technologies Transfer “Lestari Bario 2009 sponsored by Malaysia Airline System (MAS) worth Rm40, 000 for bringing new technology of organic fertilizer to Bario, Sarawak (2009).

· Head of Sponsorship Unit, First Year Experience Gas Engineering Student Society (GESS Camp 2009).

· Vice Honorary Treasurer of Gas Engineering Student Society (GESS-2010).

· Department of Protocol, International Student Leaders Conference (2010).

· Department of Activity, GESS Family Day 2010.

· Head of Activity Unit, GESS Night 2010.

· Vice Director, Industry Visit 2010.

· Sponsorship Unit of Charity Program “Meniti Sinar Kasih, Padang, Indonesia” (2010)

· Board of Committee, Technical and Logistic Unit, “Minggu Insprisasi Kesejahteraan Segajat, MIKS’10” (2010).

· Board of Committee, Department of Protocol of Gas Renewable Energy Symposium 2010/11.

· Vice Director of Foreign Affair Department Global Outreach Program, Gas Industry Exposure (GESS-INDURE’2010) (2010).

· Treasurer of GESS IN 2010 Academic Workshop (2010).

· Treasurer of GESS STRIKE 2010 Career Seminar (2010).

WORKING EXPERIENCES

· Boulevard Hypermarket & Departmental Store

o Working as Sales Assistant in Cold Storage Department (2006)

· Mc Donald Fast Food Restaurant

o Three weeks experience working as Cashier (2007)

· Sri Mulia Primary School, Miri Sarawak.

o Form Teacher of Primary 4, teaching in Science and Mathematics.

o Tuition Teacher for Science and Mathematics.

· Oxford Tuition Center and Adiwarna Tuition Center

o Replacement tuition teacher for Science (Form 3, 4 & 5) and Chemistry (Form 4 & 5).

REFERENCES

Study Week.....

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Believing or not??? the greatest motivation in me is the love that you gave to me... You're always my motivation my dear....

Knowing you, I hope to be close to you...
Close to you, I know I slowly feel comfortable to be with you...
Comfortable with you, I slowly feel that I'm safe whenever I'm with you...
Feel safe, I slowly fall in love with you...
When I'm in love, I really hope that our "LOVE NEVER FAILS"...

The power of love is so unbelievable... Such a simple promise to excel in my study in front of you keep me motivated until now... Dear, i just want to let you know... I did perform well in my examination this semester....

Chemical Reaction Test 1 : 88/100
Chemical Reaction Test 2 : 73/75
Gas Processing Test 1 : 92/100
Gas Processing Test 2 : 47/50
Separation Process Test 1: 10/15
Numerical Method Test 1 : 15/15
Combustion Engineering Test 1 : 9.6/15
Combustion Engineering Test 2 : 13/15

My only worries now are Combustion Engineering and Separation Process... However, I do worry about my laboratory results as well... especially Separation Lab... Hope that I manage to score well in all this semester....

Hello my fella dear friends.... Members of Faculty Chemical Engineering and Members of Faculty of Petroleum and Renewable Energy Engineering... Those who going to sit for the final examination... Determination of future (SPM, STPM candidates).....

Here, I'm Nelson Chan Vui Kit.... With my family members...

Wishing you guys all the best and pass with flying colors.... Good luck my dear friends....
Loving you.....
Muahhhh.....

With Love,
Nelson Chan

3 month ago.... Part 1

2010-11-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

Journey for Remembrance.........

My dearest First year juniors of 2010.... FN and FH... Heahea.... Those who always give me motivation whenever I'm down.....

Release tension and make myself shy at this moment.... Sing my long love song... " My heart"....

Time past really fast. It had already past 3 months i didn't update my blog. A lot of things i want to share but i have no time for it. 3 months past with lot of sweet, sour, salty, spicy and more memories.
As usual, my university life just not busy with study, study and just study... Involving in activities to make myself busy in university was my own choice. Why? I also don't know why... But what the most important thing is i never neglected my study.. Mum, don't worry about that. I still manage to perform well even though I'm damn busy here.

This was the academic workshop and seminar that recently I take part. Been assigned as Treasurer of these two programs was really a very challenging job.. Managing the income and to avoid mistake and all kind of problems occurs is such a hard duty. Regret? Anyway, there's no such feeling in my life because believing that everything happen in our life have it's own meaning.

Celebrating Raya with all my coursemate was such a great event. Really enjoying myself gathering with all SKG-ian. I believe only through programs, everyone can gather as one family in unity. This is the time to know each other better and caring about each other. Another no regret in my life after taking Chemical Engineering major in Gas. For information, this is not my field of interest but since this is fated, I will go through with faith that I have in Him.

Studying is just not mean study and study and just study. I do enjoy my study so far because I managing myself pretty well. Balance in study and social. Time management is important for sure.... However, I, myself, really like to do things last minutes. That's the only problem in my life....
Enjoying myself? Of course for sure and absolutely..... One day in Singapore... Day in Bukit Bintang.... Movie Day Out,... Bowling tournament.... All kind of leisure that attracted me... This is the way i managing my own stress.... I like statement from all my friends.... Friends..... Enjoying is a must but don't forget to maintain your results as high as possible.....

Bukit Bintang trips was the last trip for this semester before I sit for my final examination of Semester 5 in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia.. A simple 2 days 1 night trip promising an unforgettable memories.... Cool... And nice... I love to have it again next time.. Friends, thanks for giving me a chance to know you guys better... Loving you......

Break-fasting Memory 2010

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The journey begin when i first receive a message from a friend of mine in Facebook. Its 29 May 2010 (bersamaan 15 Jamadilakhir 1431). Probably its just a simple message yet feel comfortable to chat with. Thank God that the relationship that occurs didnt ended until today yet even deeper and deeper each day.

Still remember that, the next day after we knowing each other... I received a message from you saying that you got into an accident. And starting from that moment, i knew that I cared about you.

However, after sometime, probably due to some problems, we started to leaving each other and leaving our Friendship.... Until one day, its 4th August 2010 (bersamaan 23 Syaaban 1431) we came back to our relationship.... Thank God that we never forget about the Ship that we ever built together and yet we came back to it... to strengthen it once again...

NELFEI created after we really treasured the relationship that we have together... And from there, we started to called Didi and Gege.. I feel so happy whenever Didi called me that.... Feel very close and closer just like knowing each other for long time.. Its cool and nice...

And now, Didi just like part of my life,member of my family... I really treasured the relationship that we created together Didi.. With the motto of our DiGe relationship, "NEVER WALK ALONE"..

Not long after, its Fasting Month where all Muslims going to fast for a month before celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri... Yeah...This year, i going to fast together with all my friends, Didi and DD...
And this is the time we both waited where we want to break-fast together this year... I hope this is just the beginning of it and we going to continue it every year...

Arriving on the date,

And now the funny part is, when we both arrived, the first thing we do is searching for a slipper... Didi slipper.. And this his new slipper... From Cinderella shop.. Cool name...

After everything is done, we heading to the place we going to stay... I didnt prepare any great gift and just managed to brought the Toblerone Chocolate as a first meet gift, a simple souvenirs.... And i really hope you like it....

Planning of the day: Break-fast together and having a movie show... Seriously after the break-fast dinner with Didi, the next day, when Gege having the same meal but at different place, the Chicken Rice that Gege have with Didi is the best CR Gege have in my whole life.. Believe it or not?? I really feel so....

After our dinner, still have plenty of time before 10.10pm for Expendables.. We have a shop for awhile buying 3 shirts.. (2 for Gege, 1 for Didi)... Really like the shirt even its just a simple cutting... Having ice-cream right in the middle of the field while surrounded by plenty group of peoples... Its really a happening night.. Can feel the joy... Laughter... Cheer... Really an amazing situation... that Gege never found in my own campus...

Seriously time past really fast whenever we having great time together... Its came to the last day of our meeting... I believe this is just the beginning of our relationship.. Right??

Feel so heavy to say goodbye on the last day... But with the courage to say, WE WILL NEVER WALK ALONE because always be there for you and Didi also always be there for me whenever we need each other.. Right Didi??

Thank Didi for giving Gege a chance to get into what we are today... Gege really appreciate it so much.. Really hope its never end no matter what... We should continue our journey till the end...

Just remember!!!

Didi never walks alone...

With love from Gege,
Nelson Chan
12.18pm
26 August 2010

It's Ramadhan..... 2010

2010-08-15T07:45:00.001-07:00

After sometime of loneliness, finally you came into my life. Its happen week before 1st Ramadhan 1431. And starting from that time onward, we start to make a promise.....

A great promise.... To fast and break-fast together during Fasting Month of 2010. Previous year, my objective of fasting is just to accompany my coursemate as sign of respect. I fasted for one and two weeks for my First and Second year of studies. But this year, i wanna make it full because of You.

On 10 August 2010 equivalence with 29 Syaaban 1431, when the song " Tercipta Untukmu" take place in my life, and here we go with our Fasting Date.

Early in the morning, we wake up together by giving signal to each other... Either through message or miss call... Its seem so sweet to me even its just a simple doing. Here we go.. Sahur together even we were hundred miles away.... but i believe our heart was together...Everyday without failed sending this message to each other... " Selamat Bersahur ke-??".. I hope this never end till the end of fasting month....

This is the time that everyone waiting.. Break-fast... I think i really appreciate food at this moment... This year, also quite a special year for me.. Decided to fasting with you and i taking Date(Kurma) as recommended by you.. I really like the moment that we were fasting together and break-fast together.. Really hope this is just the beginning but never stop in the beginning of our journey....

Andai kata ini adalah Ramadhanku yang terakhir bersamamu..... Inginku lalui bersamamu dengan penuh bermakna dan takkan ku sia-siakan masa yang ada bersamamu.. Dirimu begitu penting buat diriku...

Salam Ramadhan Terakhir

Sahabatku,
Kerana mengenali dirimmu hidupku ceria selalu,
Betapa penting dirimu padaku,
Semangat tinggi menggunung kerana dirimu.
Sahabatku,
Kerana dirimu,
Kini, daku bertekad untuk bersamamu,
Menjalani ibadah puasa bersamamu,
Kerana dirimu,
Daku berhasrat mengikutimu,
Agar sambutan Raya bersamamu lebih bermakna.
Sahabatku,
Walaupun kita berjauhan ratusan batu,
Hati kita tetap bersama
Dengan satu niat untuk bersahur dan berbuka bersama.
Sahabatku,
Andai ku tahu,
Ini Ramadhan terakhirku bersamamu,
Takkanku sia-siakan masa yang ada bersamamu,
Inginku lalui bersamamu,
Dengan penuh makna bersamamu,
Inginku pergi dengan seribu kenangan manis bersamamu,
Kerana diriku amat menyayangi dirimu.
Sahabatku,
Andaiku benar-benar pergi darimu,
Jangan pernah bersedih pilu,
Kerana diriku pergi dahulu,
Ini hanya sementara waktu,
Kerana kita bakal bertemu,
Di alam satu lagi bersamamu,
Yang buat selama-lamanya bersamamu
Sayangku.....

Ini cuma satu rekaan semata-mata tapi ikhlas dariku kepadamu....
Salam Ramadhan buat kali pertama kepadamu dariku...
Harap tahun ini kita bisa sambut Raya Aidilfitri bersama dengan penuh bermakna...
tidak inginku kehilanganmu...
Kerana dirimu begitu penting buat diriku..

With love from;
Nelson Chan
15 August 2010
11.18pm

Challenging Month of August 2010

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As i mentioned before, time really flies and swift really fast. Now, its already month of August... So, please do appreciate every second that we have in our life with what you think is the most important stuff for you before it's too late.

August 2010 going to be the month which is the most memorial month compared to previous-previous years... I make a lot of important decision during this month... Such as???

Introducing my daughter and son, Chipo (Brown) and Chipy (Grey)... Its Winter White.... Having them in my life on 5 August 2010 (24 Syaaban 1431)... Having them in my life just like having you by my side accompanying me to go through my life together...

On the same day also, I make the great decision that is to accept you as part of my life... I wish that we manage to go through everything together.. No matter rich or poor, sick or healthy, i will always be with you....Quarrels and Jealousy should be a normal things in our life.. because we cared each other that why its happen.. But make sure minimizing it to zero as possible... Just like "sedangkan lidah boleh tergigit" maybe correct i using this quote.. And " Buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih"..
I believe its going to be great if we practicing this concept in our relationship...

This semester having two laboratory works... Fluid Mechanics and Separation Process 1 Lab.. Its really tough and challenging not just because of the time and knowledge need to be applied, but also deal to how i going to hang around and dealing with people surrounding me... But life should be enjoyable and joyful....

But But But.. This time i make such a stupid mistake in my test.. Imaging how careless am I.... I'm one of the school Mathematics teacher and yet i doing this mistake during my University life...

During my Separation Process Test 1, see how i do conversion of unit...

1 hour = 60 seconds

Notice what mistake i do?? Hurm.. so disappointed with myself after the test... No wonder volcano can burst in anytime...

And hey, having family holiday during 6 August 2010.. Before this, really scared to go for this family trip but i make up my mind that we should fight for our right. Wow.. Ended up, i managed to having great time with my mum, grandma and Mummy at KL. Upon my arrival, i been told that tonight we going to Genting Highlands. Wow, isnt it cool? haha... With tiring mode, i arrive there and going back home at 2-3 in the morning... After slept, the next morning, heading to the same place again but this time even cool.. 1pm arrive there and going back home at 2-3 in the morning again.. My family trip just hanging out at Genting Highlands this time.. Haha. Really like it actually....

And last night, 13th the Friday in August 2010, not sure making the right decision or not, me, Leo and Tham heading to Singapore for a day trip... Arrive there at 8pm and going back to Malaysia at 1am.. Really amaze the night scene at Singapore... And during our arrival, there is a mini concert on the road side and having great game there.. Youth Olympic Game... Cool man...

I think that all i want to share for now... I hope there more interesting stuff to happen again in my August life...

And 1 more, 1 more important thing, I'm fasting this year... and my target is full fasting this year.. Because i want to have great Raya Celebration together with you this year... This gonna be our first raya together this year.. so make it meaningful and nice for us... Happy Fasting to all my friends and especially you... Haha......

With love and miss,
Nelson Chan
(14 August 2010)
1.53pm

GESS Camp 2010 - Kem Tautan Kasih

2010-07-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

The last touched up picture taken was in 2005. After several years, finally i taken this one once again. Its taken on 7 July 2010 at Typhoon Studio Miri. This will be my official picture for all my Formal and In-Formal usages.

My very first event after enter UTM is our annual GESS Camp 2010 with the title of "Kem Tautan Kasih'10" organized by my beloved juniors lead by Akmal; junior from Miri same hometown with me.

Introducing PM. Dr. Zainal Zakaria (yellow stripes), me from the left, Siti Radhiah, Daphne, Epol and Hakim; members of 3 SKG. Dr. Zainal, one of Gas Department lecture who always support our programs. Most of the program organized launch by Him. Kind and great person after knowing him better during our Industry Visit 2010 to Kerteh, Shah Alam, Port Dickson and Melaka during last holiday.

Daphne, Akmal, Radi, Nelson, Azureen and Shu (3-SKG) and girl in red is one of my beloved junior, Carol a.k.a Speaker of the Year. Hax3... dont angry ya if you saw this... Quite enjoy our camping this time even its bored without beaches and interesting place. But the most important things is the unforgettable memories that cant bought with money.

"Penipu dan Ditipu" words came out from my junior's junior after this group of people play fools of them during the Explorace session during the camping. Deep in my memory, the very first group that got hooked into our evil plan is " Pisang Emas". Hax3.. really fun looking at them playing the game set by us. Ended up with the signature and note sounded this way " Thank for cheering us up" hax3.. if me, i will says " Sakit hati tul"... \

But during our last day after taking group photo, I manage to says some words to them on the purposes and great reasons will we doing so. Learned great lessons even from simple games and tricks. This is the reality in life...

If saying that this camping is very bored, then we were wrong.. We did went to the mini waterfall and having great time there.. Everyone of the members (3SKG) went to this place. Its was a tough journey for me after so long didnt do extreme trekking. Im too old for all of this. But i manage to go and come back safely. Unfortunately, the effect of this trekking cause me in pain for 3 days.....

Our last day in Kaizen Camp... Treasure all the moments that i have just with you guys during this four years of studies.

Our SKG group photo during the last day of the camp.. From 1-SKG until 4-SKG.. even our super senior is also here with us.. Practice this type of spirit.. I hope that GESS can move to another level like SPE do... Brighter future is waiting for us.. A journey of thousand miles starting with a single step.. So family of GESS, take this very first step and meet up after thousand miles.

Start having laboratory works... This semester taking two labs in same day.. Fluid Mechanics lab and Separation Process 1 lab.. Both on the same day.. gonna kills me hard this time...

Even im busy with all my works in university, but i will never forget about you.. My time will be allocated wisely for my study and for my only one.. I love you much.... Be with me till the end.....

With Love,
Nelson Chan Vui Kit
22 July 2010
1.48pm...

Back to the basic....2010

2010-07-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

Time past really fast... It's already 3 months of semester break. Spend my April traveling Peninsular Malaysia (Terengganu, Shah Alam, Port Dickson and Melaka) for GESS Industry Visit 2010. Spending my May having program to Padang, Indonesia and last but not least having my last month in Miri with all my fella friends and special one.

This is the very first farewell party after several of reunion dinners and events. Having BBQ night at my beloved sister house on 3 of July 2010.. Credits to my Sister and Brother in Law for the helping hands to make this event a success that night. Thanks to all my fella friends as well because giving me such a great night.. Unforgettable moments also happen after my BBQ night. My first experience going to a place i never think of going before.

On 6 of July, i received another call from the same group of my beloved friends. Its another farewell dinner at this time having it at Pizza Hut, Bintang Plaza Megamall. After dinner, all of us having a great bowling sessions and this also give another great moment which is....

This one.. Hax3.. my first time record in my bowling world. Double turkey at StarBowl Megalane, Bintang Plaza Megamall. Ended up with overall record of 201 pins 1 frame. This is my personal records after 2 years playing bowling. Hope to improve more in this game. First turkey record was in Melaka.

After great dinner and bowling sessions, we heading to Soho for cup of drink... Unexpected, Chong King treats each one of us a cup of drink. What?? He orders Irish Fantasy for me but i just manage to finish half of it.... Creativity comes to both of us( Brian and me) after keep missing my loved one.. Not nice but yet meaningful for both.... Isnt it??

Times past really fast... Its time for me to continue my journey of my life. I keep our promises till the end of our life... I will says that i love you even with my last breath... Even we're apart from each other, but nothing is impossible.. Heart to heart is always there... I also dont know why... I keep to have that kind of feeling...

2 golds are the promises that i keep since the very first... This is the motivation that you gave to me and i will make it a reality... One for mum, one for you...Thank for everything that you gave to me.. because it really important to me...

Stepping my foot once again into my university, i never think of relaxing myself.. Plenty of duties to be settles... I will still continue my life like usual.... and today, the most important date for GESS'10... Our annual event GESS Camp will be held from 16-18 July 2010 at Kaizen Camp. Looking forward about this camp and keep update with me...

With love and i love you,
Nelson Chan
(1.39pm - 16 July 2010)

My Holiday 2010

2010-06-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm back in Miri once again after a community service program at Padang, Indonesia.. This is my new hair cut after month didnt cut my hair...

Introducing my beloved 'teman2' from Universitas Andalas... From left to Right : Will, Nda, Retca, Rina and Bel.... Man and Women in Yellow.. I miss you guys so much... Hope to meet you guys once again...

And now, introducing representative from Universiti Teknologi Malaysia(UTM)... queue up waiting for our turn to check in...

And this is the group photo..between UTM-UNAND.... During our last night after we take off the tent.... for the program.. this was really a great experiences in my life... First in my life, build tent.. First in my life, joining Sunek Massal(Sunat).. First in my life, Korban....

Photo taken at Universitas Andalas....With dosen3..... teman2 from UNAND.. teman2 from UTM...

And we're family... not only 5 days... but forever.....

Before leaving UNAND on the first day of our arrival...

After the program, i straight away go back Miri from LCCT... In the beginning of the day, i was really happy and really in love... but lately i dont know what happen to myself...i trying to do my very best just for my loved one.. But i keep on hurting rather than loving.. Until once, i feel so lonely....but never leaving me... I really need you in my life....

4 days after arrive Miri, the result for my semester 4 been announced... Thank God i still manage to maintain my result quite well but over all still drop.. 0.01 drop.. far from First Class... In the beginning, im so motivated that next semester i gonna perform well.. but i dont think so after what i go through this few days.. I really not motivated without u in my life...

Sayang, i wish to have your forgiveness and come back to me... i really need need need you so much.. i love you my sweetheart....

And recently thank for those who suddenly came to my life to cheer me a little bit up.. without u guys.. i think im even more bored to death... Thank guys.. i love you all....

At last.....

2010-05-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

Semester 4 in UTM was the most toughest semester for me in the beginning. However, everything started well at that moment i enter for the new semester. As usual, active in participating in programs organized by either collage or society in UTM. I just manage to share this meaningful program for me which is our Gas Engineering Student Society Industry Visit 2010 lead by Farehan as Program Director and Me as Vice Director of this program.

We traveled from Universiti Teknologi Malaysia(UTM) all the way to Kerteh, Terengganu, stayed a night at TATI and have a visit to Pertonas Cari Gali there. Next, we heading to Shah Alam, Gas Malaysia and have a tour all around Shah Alam visiting city gate and stations at road side. Proceed, we heading to Port Dickson and planned to stayed a night at beach but fail due to the weather that night. And we all ended up staying at Apartment at Port Dickson. We did not ended at Port Dickson but continue our journey to Melaka after visiting ExxonMobil at Port Dickson. Our last destination is Petronas Refinery Melaka. Having bus tour to the "Balai Cerap" for better view of the plant. This program is quite challenging part for me because a lot of problems occur and let me learned a lot through this program.

After the Industry Visit, my journey not yet end. I heading to Kuala Lumpur and from here i going back to Miri. Introducing my beloved brother that i knew him through a group. Loving king person... Nelson sygkan abg selalu. Adk doakan yang terbaek buat abg ku syg...

This is one of the food that i eat in Kuala Lumpur.. Quite nice.. thump up.. located at Pavilion..hehe.. still got plenty but just allow me to show this..hehe... yummy yummy...

Right after arrive Miri, i plan to buy a cake for my brother as 3 May was his birthday. Im happy to see him so happy during the singing and cutting cake moment. Wish the best for my family. I love you all..
Arrive Miri of course i cant forget my dearest brothers and sister, NAMRRAFF forever. Hang out with Bro Ddie and Roddy on Tuesday and Wednesday Night. Watch Iron Man 2 for 2 times. Gosh... But both not bored because watching it together with those i cared the most.

Of course not forgetting my dearest ex classmates. Study together since Primary School until the end of Form5. Leaders of the school for once together with them, bringing the school to another level with our lead. yeah... Having dinner and walk with them was so damn cool.. so many things to chat. Cerita dahulu kala....

Actually my ticket coming back to Miri was bought by my mum with the intention of celebrating Mother's Day in Miri. But ended up, she didnt come back this time. Hurm... This flower bought by Me and my sister for our beloved grandmother. Happy Mother's Day to all those been called Mother.
And i believe the most important part of my life all happen here. Its happen in 3 May 2010 at LCCT. A person appear to my life and make my heart melt. A person that appear and conquer my heart and reserved. A person that appear that make me fall in love. A person that appear that make me have the reason to change and be the best just for you. A smile that conquer everything. I love you so much dear........ Suratan atau Kebetulan?? semuanya jodoh...

Forever ever i will remember 3 May 2010 as my anniversary of loving you.

A month after.....

2010-02-09T22:04:00.001-08:00

Time past really fast and now already past one month... In the beginning of this semester, my motivation was on the peak but slowly decrease and until now i totally give up to perform better for this semester... I dont have that kind of motivation at all.. I feel so down.. I miss my family in Miri especially during this Chinese New Year season... But thank God i still have my aunt and uncle at Kuala Lumpur.. Manage to have reunion dinner with them...
After week of study, i enjoy myself very much with my coursemate but yet still feel so empty until week 8 I found something to replace the emptiness... Having plenty of great time, dinner, movies shopping.. This is totally different... the warm is there... But i really dont know what to say afterall... feeling of scare...is there... scare that this sweet memory and moment will just past by and left me just awhile...
This year is totally a different feeling toward myself.. I even feel more down then last year.. Why?? is it because the second year of missing the chance to celebrate new year at hometown?? i really miss Miri and family at Miri so much... even my coursemate also know that im having homesick starting last night... That feeling come after i discover that i lost my wallet... I feel so directionless and need someone to come into my life to guide me through.. Yet i still dont have the gut to tell what i feel actually... because i know i have the feeling.....

My last word before leaving Miri for year....

2009-12-08T23:38:00.000-08:00

Living for so long, i never show other that im so "jiwang" but this time i come back everything changed... I dont know why my angel able to touched my heart so deeply.... but time by time past, i always feel so discouraged. Why loving angel is so damn hard??? Why im not into the one that angel likes?? Why Why Why?? i keep asking myself... Why im not the prefect person? Why?? But i never get the answer... What will come next into my life?? i knew that angel cant be replaced by other in shortest time...
I cant imagine that i will receive gift before i going back... Because this is the first time before i leaving Miri and got gift from someone mean special to me... But before this, i really touched by Cj2, Cj3 and Cj8 for the last sent(airport and flower) and forever i will remember what had happened as the sweetest memories with guys...

Teddy Teddy... for those who mean so special for me... Once appear in my life and be so special to me... Forever i will remember you guys... Muahhhh......

Dady, congratulation for finally finish ur SPM.... Its already two years called u dady already ho..haha... Thank for last night spending your precious time with me... Its have been such a long time i didnt have night walk at park already... Dady, hope that our relationship never reach the end lo... No matter what will still called you dady. So dady forever ya..hehe....

Haiz... after all those happy moments.... finally stress moment gonna happen... Sharp midnight 12am, Baboon buzz me and telling me that we able to check the overall result already. Hurm.. overall i was so thankful that i able to score and maintain my CGPA... But this result is still not as good as i aimed... I need more and more... But finally i found the one who will be my motivator... with this angel i will do my very best.... Will score the best just for my angel and my future....
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING THERMODYNAMIC
TRANSPORT PROCESS
CHEMICAL ANALYSIS
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY 2
CHOIR
ECONOMIC ENGINEERING
Here i come to conquer.... with the power of L***.......

Namamu akan terpahat kukuh dalam hati...

Month in my Hometown...

2009-12-07T00:59:00.000-08:00

Its already the last week im staying in Miri. My next step in Miri will be in the end of 2010. Lot of things happen in Miri.. Happy, Joy, Appreciated, until im Sad also have. When i first arrive Miri, we straight have the planing for reunion dinner among our Ex-Form 6-ian. We having it at 925 and heading for Bowling session after that.

Little princess of my family was born in 2nd December 2009, 11.17am at General Hospital.... after week of admission. Princess Chloe Kho was born and 3 days later been discharged but the next day was admitted once again for another 2 days. Today finally she go back home with her mother.

After all, nothing special happen but in a sudden, a caring angel appear in my life and bring hope bring happiness bring everything i need into my life..... The angel that i loved, the angel that i cared... The angel that i willing to sacrifice everything i can just for the angel. Having nice time with angel of mine even just two days. Having dinner together, watching Ninja Assasin, watching Astroboy, having a walk at beach, and lot mores of sweet memories of mine.... I will not allowed any other to touched my heart anymore after this. I dont want to be hurt once again just like what happen... although never get the answer yet... I assume friend of angel gonna spoil my happiness. I will forever hate 7th December starting in my life now onward.... Because the day that make my breath stop, disaster in my life.... end of the world...
Bro Ask finally came to Miri and luckily i manage to meet u la bro... before i going back to Johor for my study. Thank for everything that u have given to me during the short trip. Although it was short but i hope most memorials thing for us. I guess so......... Thank for the movie and bowling sessions with dinner together... I will remember this... Hope our next date really can be fulfill la bro..... All the best in everything u do.....Forever hope the best for u guys......I love.... I care... I miss....

IN memorial of Nelson Chan Vui Kit (27th April 1988-7th December 2009)

Another hurting semester.......

2009-11-10T19:34:00.000-08:00

Knowing the news about Tsunami at Bandar Aceh in the year of 2004 was really a sad story.. The situation was just like oh my God. This happen once again in my life with double waves. 9 November 2009 was the first wave striking my personal life.Knowing that my results was terribly bad, my whole life shaking. Trying to reach my mum but she not answering my call. Calling my sis and finally express all out to her. This was really unacceptable results for me.

2nd wave strikes me again last night....10 November 2009.... This was really hurt once again knowing that i didnt score for 2 papers that carries 6 credit hours. This time my feeling was kinda weird. Sad of course, happy also for sure. I dont know why i got this type of feeling...

But i really want to thank God because in the midst of my sadness, someone came into my life to cheer me up. Someone that come unexpectedly, care and really enlighten my vision which had been wipe out by that two waves of tsunami in my life.

This makes me think of my beloved family members in my school time. Because of them, NAMRRAFF were created, which stand for Nelson, Ainnol, Mary, Roddy, Rudy, Andrie, Fuad n Fitri. I love u guys so much....... But recently, after studying at UTM, we all seem to walk our own path and forgetting each other. I really hope that this will not end my dear brothers and sister.

Please give me strength and support that once again I can stand back to overcome all the obstacles and challenges in the coming semester and the rest of semesters. I really need to take back that two gold medals from UTM. I meant a lot to me and my family. I have to make my family proud of it. Currently im already 0.05 away from one of the gold medal.

Energy Balance>>> A-
Fluid Mechanics>>> B+
Organic Chemistry>>> B+
Ethnic Relations>> A-
Advance English>>> A
Photography>> B+

This results is really killing me hard... Aim for A and yet so far astray from the vision and mission of this semester. The question now is,do i still can achieve what i want for the rest of the semester with weaken strength and motivation???

Semester 3 is over,welcoming semester 4 in 1month time..

2009-11-04T20:42:00.000-08:00

Holding this verse(Philp 4:13 I can do all things through HIM who strengthen me.) as my motivation during semester 3 in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, studying Chemical Engineering major in Gas,taking Energy Balance, Differential Equation, Organic Chemistry, Ethnic Relations, Advanced English in Academic Communication,Fluid Mechanics, Organic Chemistry Lab and last but not least, Photography as my ko-q was really challenging for me. Sleepless night.. Endless assignments.. Killing tests... with 18 credit hours..
Officially after 15 weeks of lectures and finally it came to an end of it. Yesterday was officially end of it, ended with blurry situation, not confident in submitting my last final exam paper. But so far, a probabilities to score A is still there.. Still got hope to achieve my aim of scoring 4.0 for semester 3.
At last i do understand my eldest brother situation last time when he sits for his exam or study, he will have headache. I experienced it this semester during my final examination. Fluid mechanics, Organic Chemistry, Differential Equation and Energy Balance..... These subjects really causes me having headache during and after the paper. This really hindered me from continuing on study for another papers,moreover, we dont have even a gap of a day in preparing.. Could be said as lousy arrangement of timetable from authorities.
Now really release and doesnt feel any tense already because all is over for now.. Really want to relax my mind for one month and get ready for another challenging semester in 14 December 2009.Next semester probably will be a full pack semester due to 18 credit hours, will handling all the activities for GESS 2010, joining International Student Leadership Conference, this and that... Hurm.. really train us(undergraduate) to be tough and well-built.
I think that all i want share for now.. See u guys in Miri soon... Miss semester 3, welcoming semester 4..

Critical moments

2009-10-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

Today onward was a critical point for everyone in UTM. Final examinations were just in a week time ahead. Registration for next semester also started today. In the beginning was so extremely scare because someone of my coursemate told me that when want to take signature from our penasihat akademik, we need to do this do that. But thank God. This three semesters non of this hindered me from taking his signature. Praise the Lord too I manage to maintain quite balance achievements in my studies. Past failure really must be taken as a teaching material,motivation but not condemnation to us. Strive for better through past failure.
Today, i settle all my burden. I submitted my photography assignments, taken my personal assistance signature and get one of my carry mark. At first was so disappointed with my carry mark but seem the highest was just few marks higher, i have nothing to say.
Energy Balance >> 39/50
Differential Equation>>45/50
Hurm... really hope to score for my final examination. This semester I aim for at least 3.9 if not i will drop from highest building in my life once again. This is the only chance i can score this time. scoring 40++ for final examination should not be a problems for us. Pray for me... Lord, Father Lord. i surrender all this into Your Hand. All things seem impossible for human but in your Eye, all things are possibles.

End of Semester 3 with Shaking Confident

2009-10-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

In the beginning of this semester, I set my goal to score 4.0 for this semester. And start with prayer guide by Phip 4:13 I can do all things through HIM who strengthen me. I really believe that this verse can guide me through my hard time and down time.
One month past, two month goes three month leave, its time for final examination for this semester. I was quite disappointed with my performances in order for me to score 4.0 for this semester. But until now, current moment, i still put my faith in Lord that I still can score for it.
Sharing about my current results,
Energy Balance Test 1>> 7.1
Energy Balance Test 2>>5.8
Fluid Mechanics Test 1>>13.5
Fluid Mechanics Test 2>> 11
Differential Equation Test 1>> 13
Differential Equation Test 2>>22
Differential Equation Quiz>> 10
Organic Chemistry Test 1>>16
Organic Chemistry Quiz 1>>4.5
Ethnics Relation Test>> 23
These are the current results that i have for this semester. Still got Organic Chemistry Test2, Energy Balance Test 3, Organic Chemistry Quizzes on pending. So far the only carry mark that i know is my Differential Equation which is 45/50. Hope so with this carry mark, i manage to score A for my Differential Equation.
Today 3pm was the last lecture class for this semester. This semester we ended our class with English Class and with praise from Lecturer that this was the first time from her teaching experiences that we manage to finish English presentation of 8 groups within two days lecture classes. Finish earlier doesn't mean that we didn't present well but we managed to finish our presentation fast and full with information(hope so).
Last but not least, starting today and onward, it was a Study Week for me. Hope i can use this study week wisely because of the pack arrangement of my final exam timetable.
28/10>> Advanced English
29/10>>Ethnics Relation
30/10>> Fluid Mechanics
3/11>> Organic Chemistry (morning)
3/11>> Differential Equation(afternoon)
4/11>> Energy Balance
After tiring final examinations, i have a trip to Cameron Highlands with Nusatropika Club which is a new club replacing PUSAKA club in my residential collage. We will be going to spend our holiday there for 3 days in which we will depart from campus to the destination on 5th November night and will be back to campus on 8th November morning.
After this trip, maybe will be heading to Singapore(Sentosa) for one day and will be back to my beloved hometown( Miri) soon. I really miss Miri so much.

Precious Memories yet changes my life once again

2009-10-08T20:29:00.000-07:00

2 October 2009, Friday, a journey to Muar, a village name Sengkang for a program named Intech 2009, organized by PERSAKA UTM and cooperation with KDSE UTM and UMNO. Around 40 students attending this event and among all, I'm the only chinese. At the beginning, I feel shy to continue joining this program, but this was the only chance i have. That true for what people say, opportunity just came once and will just past by just like that. Be so thankful that i managed to follow it. A nice memories yet destructive toward something that had long been form.

Representing the only 5 members of the total members joining this event from Kolej Tun Dr. Ismail UTM. From Faculty of Chemical and Natural Resources Engineering.
(from the left, Epol, Hakim, Sidek, me, Shah)

During the last meeting, i had been told that my adopted parent was a school head-mister. This situation make me shock. But let see. This was my adopted mother in this program. Pretty. Nice. Caring. Even just short 3 days 2 nights and we didn't take time to understand each other, but i really respect her just like my own mother. Religion didn't hindered me from having who as my adopted parents as long as they are really sincere in receive me into their life.

Introducing my best friend, the first friend that i know during this program. Mum brings me for visiting her school teacher houses for Raya Visiting. This was really a great experience that i have during this visiting. Before i forget, this is Hafiz, form 4 science stream student. Going to miss u much and never forget u brother.

Above and below: Here come some of the committee members in this program. All are from different faculties, different residential areas yet staying under one University to make a success of this program.

Members of the program that come together in unity with one mission. Bring happy memories for one another.

In tradition, this is what we called as "dodol". This is the first time i had hand-on experience in doing all this. Beside dodol, i did hand-on cooking rendang(below), kuah kacang, lemang, and etc.

On the final day, morning, we started our day with J-robik and next having sport with members of village. There were events for children, teenagers and members of village such as walking with ping-pong ball, jumping in gunny bag, throwing water balloons, ketupat making, slow bicycle, bricks walking, rope pulling, coconut bowling and etc. But I'm sad because i dont have the chance to participate in those events because Mum was not available for those events at that time.

This is the ketupat folded by women from the village during the ketupat making competition. I did brings two ketupat back and still hanging in my room which i consider it as a precious ketupat as i receive it from someone.

It had been quite a sometime i didn't stay longer than hours under hot sun. During this event, i got sun burn and turn my skin to black as before this im already dark enough.

A group of kompang player, to welcome VIP for the closing ceremony.

Silat members with VIP.

Group photo with VIP for the closing ceremony. Inside this pic, there are representative for MB Johor as he unable to attend the closing ceremony as he had another event to attend. Besides, there are members from UMNO such as the leader of Puteri UMNO, young and yet pretty lady, good yet caliber.

This picture was taken after the end of the closing ceremony before we all went back to UTM. From here, i started to feel sad to leave as here give me thousand of precious memories that changed my life.

This was the end of the program already and it's come to the time that i exchanged gifts with my adopted parent. I cant stand the sad feeling of leaving this village until i cry during this time. I feel embarrassed but yet i feel better of letting all out than just keep the sad feeling inside. At 6pm, the bus arrived and this time mum also drop feel drop of tears and she pushed me fast into the bus as i also feel better when i was in the bus. I gotta miss u much mum. This is by faith that i believe we able to be adopted mum and son. Hope this will be continue and not just ended on the third day of the program.

Jamuan Raya GESS 2009

2009-10-06T22:47:00.001-07:00

1 October 2009, a history in my life and this might be the history for Gas Engineering Student Society(GESS) history. A total of 170++ GESS society members attending this event what we call Jamuan Raya GESS 2009 which been held in Dewan Serbaguna KTDI. This event doesn't have it own proper committee members but i was part of the organizer. Its was quite disappointed as only 1 lecturer who attend our night. I really pray that this wouldnt happen during our GESS Night 2010. This was also the first time i wear baju Melayu.
In this pic was Saufi, Epol, me, L and my junior. this pic taken after the event was over. I was really happy although i didnt eat much that night. However, the memories that i have not only cost me RM5 but more than that. I had been bought buy someone to sing a song with Ashwene.
This was bunch of my beloved coursemates. Without them in my university life, i wasnt be so happy and cheerful as i am now. Without them, i always discouraged.
Before we went back from the event, everyone was joke around and chit chatting around and some was karaoke-ing. I was busying taking pictures of the night.
Hah.. Come to this picture. On my left was Hakim and my right, my dear Baboon.. Wakaka... From the beginning of my entry into UTM until now, he was my closest friend of all. I really hope this never ends until graduation and still hope can continue to keep in contact even in working world already one day.
Representing, the Putera-Puteri SKG. Cun yang cun, handsome yang handsome, cantik yang cantik. We are one family in SKG and without u guys, this wasnt a good organization.
Not forgetting also, this was a bunch of my beloved juniors. So coincidentally we all wear almost the same style attire.
He come my handsome junior. Hehe.. He was the first person to called me Handsome in the beginning. I was so shock but i just layan him lo. But now that calling already gone. Back to normal. However, even he didnt mean it, but at least i was once been called so. That already more than enough for me.
Hafizi, one of my handsome junior. Hurm. Really close with us before and now one by one take off the foot from our memories. Yes i believe they have the own life too. But i really wish that we all senior and juniors still can be as close as before.
Last but not least, my partner of the night. Hehe... Just for that night. To usher our beloved lecturer to the dinner room.

That night was really a happening night for me although i feel disappointed with some lecturers. But i believe everything gotta be more better than each time of organization of any events been held. All the best. Idup GESS....

Sudden drop of level of confident

2009-10-06T22:37:00.000-07:00

Today, 7 October-First time lecturer of ours comment on our performances in our test 2 which just past for 2 days ago. This is the first time he do so.. At first i was really confident that i able to score A for this subject but now, i know i have no chance to score even a good grade for my test 2. Maybe just manage to score about 12 marks only. Oh man. I lost about 8 marks in test 2... 1.5 marks in test 1. Still got how many marks able for me to lose during coming test??

Sometime i think this was good because at least having some pressure for me to study well during study week.. But in the other hand, this will bring me to the level of dangerous from dropping out of 4.0..... Hurm.... just think the positive ways are not enough at all.. Hurm... this is all the thingy i want to say today... But lot of things in my mind that i wanted to share... but one by one la ya...

Sad...

2009-09-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

Today in a sudden i feel very sad..
I also dont know what is the real causes..
I felt that Im already reach the dead-end..
Feel that nobody can help me for all the problems i face..
But a simple care from you, is much more than enough for me..
Simple call from you make me laugh and brighten back..
Really thank hengtai..

Actually really confident with myself but now a little shaky...

2009-09-23T01:30:00.001-07:00

Didnt update for long not because no time to online but just didnt update my blog.
Hurm... I just want to share that, in the beginning of this semester, i was quite confident to score to maintain my 2 Gold Medalist during my graduation in 2012( wish u guys where there for me).

After long weeks of waiting just right before Raya Holiday, lecturers told us "this the token for Raya Holiday". He gave back all the the test papers. And here come my hand start to shake and pray that i can get good grade this time.. But so damn disappointed occurs when i first receive my papers... Another strike after another strikes. Just like thunder strike right into my fragile heart.

Energy Balance 1>> 7.1/10
Energy Balance 2>> 5.8/10
Differential Equation>> 13/15
Fluid Mechanics>>13.5/15
Organic Chemisty>>9/10
Organic Chemisty 1>>16/20

These are all my results that i scores so far. I was really scare actually. For lot of people this is really good enough but not for my satisfactory yet. But i still have to Praise the Lord for what i have. Been thankful is much more important that what i want. Because without Him, my life is nothing(AMEN).

Im sad because someone who not qualify at all had scored better than me. Hurm.. Sound that i very bossy right? But that the truth, that me. Not happy when other that i think not qualify doing better than me. I hate myself because all the mistake that i have done. I can do much better that particular, but just too careless... Should knock my head right?? yeah you should.

But i dont want to think all those again.. I want to concentrate for my coming tests on 5,6 n 11 October before Final Exam on 28,29,30 October and 3,4 November...
For information, i going to Singapore on 7 November before going back to Miri on 12 November. Hurm.. miss you guys so much.. Love ya.. muahh.. hehe..

Coming back from tiring weeks before.....

2009-09-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

Finally i have a sometime for me to jotted down what had happened this few weeks of my missing... Starting from where? should say last two weeks Sunday..

I went to Singapore Science Center after sunday service and i was totally amaze by my view itself... That place was really great and awesome.. All things not done by human itself actually.. all is the highest praise that human should give to God.. God is much more amazing that other.... Starting from this day onward, i was looking onward for the coming events that going to be held by City Harvest Church Outreach Johor or IKUTM. Starting to join cell group as well.. God was really amazing in the way of tocuhing people heart....

That was really great... Coming to my study, hurm.. lot of exams to be sitted.... just like tonight and tomorrow morning..huh.. tensions... but what can i do?? just surrender it to God.. i do my part and i believe He do his part for my life as well... So weird that i think this should be noted as my testimony of the day.. I woke up late one monday and so coincide that my aunt in law message me asking for my email.. Hurm.. God really work in his way.. Everything that not plan by us was well plan happening.. I was so touch by Him until i drop my tear alone.. Guys... remember this.. We're not alone at all.......

Things continued to happen.. until i have not enough time to jotted down.. but luckily i have my own diary.. every event every moments, i had jot down for memories in future... haha... Hurm.... i really hope that i can continue flow with the flow of my church members... able to catch back what i had lost or lose during the time i had been missing...

Sad day with sweet dream....

2009-08-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

Because today going to have a quiz on the sub chapter that i still not really understand the proper ways to solve it, i start a study group with my group members who are my baboon(Mohd L), Shuhaida and me myself but this time Epol did join us....

We manage to finish all the assignment questions and go back to my room before 1am.. What a tiring night actually....

This morning in order to arrive faculty early, i wake up at 6.45am and get ready to catch up first round of FKKKSA bus.... Arriving with breaking the record, today im the first one to switch on the light in our lecture class.. was well prepared i think... Upon receiving the quiz paper, was so happy that i understand the question just that i can do a minimum part... as a result, i cant score full.. this make me stress enough when he(my lecturer) say the progress of our assignment which in actual i already done it by myself....

Not only that, today he gave back my Energy Balance Test 1 paper.. Hurm.. the result wasnt really good for me... because still got few students score even higher... But for some, this result(71) is good enough.. another strike of stress come to my mind...

During the one hour break, was thinking " what's wrong with me?? what's happen to me?" I answer myself that i already done my best.. everyone have the limitation.. not i didnt try or do, but the limit is there.... was so scare another wave of stress comes during Fluid Mechanics class... what a lucky that the paper not yet ready...

Lecture is over for today.. and now preparing to go for photography class... hurm.. that was my dream to take up this class... but there a lot of assignments to be done also.. hurm.. if i have my own DSLR camera, i dont think those are problems or burdens to me... BUT i dont have the chance to hold my own DSLR for sure... Upon arriving at the class, i had been told that i have to choose few pictures and briefly explain what i think about those pictures that i had chosen....Nervous day...

I dont know why today i really so tired... maybe of emotional?? i also dont know.... Arrive at my room, i didnt take my rest straight but i chatting with Zakey... really long time didnt chat with them and i told him i going back to Miri this coming November... Hope to enjoy my last holiday of the year there....

After period of times, finally i feel really tired and really want to sleep.. If got recorder, sure will record such a great sound of my snore.... haha... opz.. shy.... But what make my sleep such a wonderful rest, i dream of my mum again... hurm.. Although it looks sad dream but for me, i release my tension..
I told my mum that im not happy today because of i done pretty bad in my test.... then she hugs me and i started to cry in her hugs... And i dream she promises me that during my graduation, my whole family members will come to my graduation on 2012 if nothing wrong during my period of study... I really hope grandma will be here, mother, sister, brother in law, brother, sister in law, bro, mummy,uncles and aunties for those who really supports me... all those who really loves me...

Then i receive a phone call from Sis Sue Ping but due to my unconsciousness, i didnt answer her call.. hurm... What next???

Praise the Lord for the hardwork paid off....

2009-08-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Praise be unto U o Lord... Actually i also not sure about how it going to be but, at least i already tried my best throughout the whole semester... As i mention before, a gang of 4 this semester really make a different as never before... Almost every free night, we wil gather at study area to study until early mid-night(12am).... For some, we are very hardworking, but behind, actually we play and chat more than we study.... But at least we study a bit, rather than for me if at room, i will just online and chit-chat with friend through YM or MSN....

I really pray that this thingy will continue till the end if we manage to stay at the same collage again.... I really hope that during August 2012, all of us will graduate with joy and laughter and tear of getting FIRST CLASS DEGREE CHEMICAL ENGINEERING-GAS..... that was my aim toward all of us...

After sharing long away vision, came back to tonight(12 August 2009) i really feel that my hard work paid off.. for the first stage.. at least i can pass maybe.... Final stage will be shared again during coming post.... At the beginning i was really scare, nervous and damn shaking my hand after reading the question for first round... due to the strict lecturer again, my heart beat even fast.... After minutes, everything settle down and i manage to answer peacefully...

Luckily i manage to done my test in the nearest time although i write everything almost in details.... I discover that i convert into wrong unit.... after first check, i manage to do second check and so on.... Hurm... before that, just finishing writing the final answer of the last question, everyone of us had been told about the SG of seawater... actually i already finish answering and yet i didnt realize all those mistake.... luckily we had been told about that value, and this make me can answer quite pretty well...

To be continue.......

Stay healthy... nothing much more important than this...

2009-08-08T23:16:00.000-07:00

Just to share with you....

MUSHROOM – EAR
Slice a mushroom in half and it resembles the shape of the human ear.
And guess what? Adding it to your cooking could actually improve your hearing.
That’s because mushrooms are one of the few foods in our diet that contain vitamin D.
This particular vitamin is important for healthy bones, even the tiny ones in the ear that transmit sound to the brain

BANANA (SMILE) – DEPRESSION
Cheer yourself up and put a smile on your face by eating a banana.
The popular fruit contains a protein called tryptophan.
Once it has been digested, tryptophan then gets converted in a chemical neurotransmitter called serotonin.
This is one of the most important mood-regulating chemicals in the brain and most anti-depressant drugs work by adjusting levels of serotonin production.
Higher levels are associated with better moods.

BROCCOLI – CANCER
Close-up, the tiny green tips on a broccoli head look like hundreds of cancer cells.
Now scientists know this disease-busting veg can play a crucial role in preventing the disease.
Last year, a team of researchers at the US National Cancer Institute found just a weekly serving of broccoli was enough to reduce the risk of prostate cancer by 45 per cent.
In Britain , prostate cancer kills one man every hour.

GINGER – STOMACH
Root ginger, commonly sold in supermarkets, often looks just like the stomach.
So it’s interesting that one of its biggest benefits is aiding digestion.
The Chinese have been using it for over 2,000 years to calm the stomach and cure nausea, while it is also a popular remedy for motion sickness.
But the benefits could go much further.
Tests on mice at the University of Minnesota found injecting the chemical that gives ginger its flavour slowed down the growth rate of bowel tumours.

CHEESE – BONES
A nice ‘holey’ cheese, like Emmenthal, is not just good for your bones, it even resembles their internal structure.
And like most cheeses, it is a rich source of calcium, a vital ingredient for strong bones and reducing the risk of osteoporosis later in life.
Together with another mineral called phosphate, it provides the main strength in bones but also helps to ‘power’ muscles.
Getting enough calcium in the diet during childhood is crucial for strong bones.
A study at Columbia University in New York showed teens who increased calcium intake from 800mg a day to 1200mg – equal to an extra two slices of cheddar - boosted their bone density by six per cent.

BEANSPROUTS – SPERM
The stir-fry favourite bears an uncanny resemblance to the images we see of ‘swimming’ sperm trying to fertilise an egg. And research from the US suggests they could play an important part in boosting male fertility.
A study at the Cleveland Clinic in Ohio showed that to make healthy sperm in large quantities, the body needs a good supply of vitamin C, a powerful antioxidant that protects cells against damage by harmful molecules called free radicals.
Just half a cup of bean sprouts provides 16 per cent of the recommended daily allowance of vitamin C for a man.
It’s not just dad but baby too who could benefit.
Bean sprouts are packed with folate, a vitamin that prevents neural tube defects, where the baby is born with a damaged brain or spine.

GRAPES – LUNGS
OUR lungs are made up of branches of ever-smaller airways that finish up with tiny bunches of tissue called alveoli.
These structures, which resemble bunches of grapes, allow oxygen to pass from the lungs to the blood stream.
One reason that very premature babies struggle to survive is that these alveoli do not begin to form until week 23 or 24 of pregnancy.
A diet high in fresh fruit, such as grapes, has been shown to reduce the risk of lung cancer and emphysema.
Grape seeds also contain a chemical called proanthocyanidin, which appears to reduce the severity of asthma triggered by allergy.

TOMATO – HEART
A TOMATO is red and usually has four chambers, just like our heart.
Tomatoes are also a great source of lycopene, a plant chemical that reduces the risk of heart disease and several cancers.
The Women’s Health Study — an American research program which tracks the health of 40,000 women — found women with the highest blood levels of lycopene had 30 per cent less heart disease than women who had very little lycopene.
Lab experiments have also shown that lycopene helps counter the effect of unhealthy LDL cholesterol.
One Canadian study, published in the journal Experimental Biology and Medicine, said there was “convincing evidence’ that lycopene prevented coronary heart disease.

WALNUT – BRAIN
THE gnarled folds of a walnut mimic the appearance of a human brain - and provide a clue to the benefits.
Walnuts are the only nuts which contain significant amounts of omega-3 fatty acids.
They may also help head off dementia. An American study found that walnut extract broke down the protein-based plaques associated with Alzheimer’s disease.
Researchers at Tufts University in Boston found walnuts reversed some signs of brain ageing in rats.

Homesick of a sudden

2009-08-07T19:25:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning my juniors ym me using IM MOBILE to wake me up... Then i chat with him until i fall asleep again... Before my alarm ring on the time i set, i have sweet dream... Dream of my family in Miri...with all the situation exactly like what i always seen during the period of time before i leave Miri....

I always scold my brother, blame him if something wrong happen,talk loud to other but dont think that i not respect them, my mum who always listen to my will, and grandma who i always make her drop tear when i not listen to her and what she asks me to do....

Then i wake up with cheerful day.. and make phone call to grandma but she didnt answer.. i was worry about her in a sudden....because of hazy and hot weather at Miri... This make me even worry so i message my mum to ask where is grandma.. Mum called and told me that grandma didnt go to shop because she hurts her leg last few days... hurm.. then i cannot talk even a word because my tear starts to drop one by one... i know they didnt tell me because dont want me to worry and i can do nothing because too far from Miri...

I have a will want to go back Miri now but just like ppl say " hajat tak kesampaian" and dont think that i cry mean im weak but i cry because i still love them much.....Crying is such a happiness stuff because not everyone can express the joy or sadness with crying. although look like funny, but i feel better everytime after i cry....

Annual Event that bring thousand memories for me..

2009-08-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

Time past really fast... Cant imagine that i already finish my Year 1 studies.. Before this was thinking i have to study for another 4 years seem to be so long to me..but this not the truth.. the truth is i have to take into account seriously every second of my university life.... After a year, we a group of students manage to form one group which represent the best of the concept " 1 MALAYSIA".. Although we came from different background, but manage to come together as one...everyday with laughter... sometime quarrel.. doesnt matter girl or boy, we will drop tears for quarreling about small matter... This bonding is very hard to form but we manage to form it and really hope to maintain till the end....

So fast that i become senior of juniors.... I really hardly imagine those who going to be my juniors... But after camp, i know who are them... Future engineers... just like me... i just manage to get to know them through our annual event,"GESS CAMP 2009"... This year really brings a different toward everything.. maybe we too friendly until we really close with juniors but just some.. This is another bonding that really hard to form.. not every seniors manage to chat, play, care and whatsoever activities with juniors.....

Actually, there still lot more of thing for me to share but i suddenly become speechless and nothing much to say.. dont know why.. but i really hope to remember all those memories that i have from GESS CAMP and respectively juniors..... and all the laughters that i have with my closest friends right now.... before i forget, i really hope to succeed together with them... that the purpose i want to form study group. although most of the time we just chit chat but at least there is an input toward our study..

Horoscope of the year 2009

2009-07-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships.
Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word..
Caring.
Smart.
Loud.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please.
The one and only.
Great kisser.

SCORPIO (The Addict)
EXTREMELY adorable.
Intelligent Very Sexy Loves to joke.
Good sense of humour.
Energetic.
Predict future.
GREAT kisser.
Always get what they want.
Attractive.
Easy going.
Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative.
Romantic.
Caring.

LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.........
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with...
You might end up crying..

ARIES (The Liar)
Outgoing.
Lovable.
Spontaneous.
Not one to mess with.
Funny.
Excellent kisser.
EXTREMELY adorable.
Loves relationships,
Addictive.
Loud..

AQUARIUS (Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy.
Attractive.
Great kisser.
One of a kind.
Loves being in long-term relationships.
Extremely energetic.
Unpredictable.
Will exceed your expectations..
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners.
Very Good in the you know where ...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy..
Always happy.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE..

LEO (The Lion)
Great talker.
Attractive and passionate.
Laid back.
Knows how to have fun.
Is really good at almost anything.
Great kisser.
Unpredictable.
Outgoing.
Down to earth.
Addictive.
Attractive.
Loud.
Loves being in long relationships..........
Talkative.
Not one to mess with.
Rare to find.
Good when found.

CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER.
Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it.......
Freak.
Spontaneous.
Great telling stories.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind.
Smart.
Centre of attention.
High appeal.
Has the last word.
Good to find, hard to keep.
Fun to be around.
Extremely weird but In a good way.
Good Sense of Humour!!!
Thoughtful.
Always gets what he or she wants.
Loves to joke.
Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust.
Nice.
Sassy.
Intelligent.
Sexy.
Predict future.
Irresistible.
Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants.
Cool.
Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun.
Loves to joke.
Smart.

TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good kisser.
Good personality.
Stubborn.
A caring person.
One of a kind.
Not one to mess with.
Are the most attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

Sister Wedding Michelle-Jee Wee 2009

2009-06-26T18:18:00.000-07:00

The picture of whole family... My elder brother, sister, me , mum and my younger brother.....
Its was too rush to say about this wedding... At first was going to be held on 25 June 2009 yet just because of me, its had been changed to 10 June 2009... Wow so damn rushing that day and night.... I have to follow my sis to distribute all her wedding invitation cards... Hurm.. What to do.. Who ask me to be born on the same day same month just different year from her... Make us so damn close....

On that morning, after my sis get ready and waiting for the arrival of her husband my brother in law...... Hurm.. This pic was taken by the camera man... Me, mummy, sis, grandma and my youngest brother.....

The whole family tree of my main family members.... Including grandma, brother, sister in law... just that my brother in law on his way to fetch my sister.... huhu... happy le.....
This goes smoothly that everyone who attend my sister wedding were taking pictures together...including my cousin......including my brother's son...

My sister and her husband, my brother in law in my room..... hurm... so funny that when he help my sis to wear her ring, my tear of joy rolled down... May God bless this couple forever....
Wah so happy to play with this kids... so hope that i might have this couple of children soon or later.. but i plan to

This picture taken before the dinner started.... wah.....

After cutting the dummy cake, my sister fed my brother in law eating cake and vise versa.... wah romantic... heheh..

After all, its the time for them to drink champagne...represent to have sweetest love of all...

To show respect to everyone who attend the wedding dinner, the family of both parties will cheer to everyone below the stage as a sign of respect.. And as a blessing back to the couple, "yam seng" will be cheer back to the couple... Long long long as possible...

This is the first time that all of my mum children stand on stage together as one singing a song during the dinner... First and the very first and hope never last...

Photo taken at my father site.......

That nice to take this picture that everyone is in the picture except grandma.. Hurm.. where she had been i myself also dont know.. hehe..

Me, brother and mum take this pic after the dinner... He was my six sibling angkat....

Camera man, Assistance me and emcee of the night....

Me sister and brother in law....

Me and those cute kiddo....

Me and my brother in law siblings and mother......

Missing for so long yet too much to say....

2009-06-02T16:39:00.001-07:00

The pic above and below look pro ma?? haha... Taken by who o?? just four of us that day... look at us sitting down already know that we use timer without the camera stand... so just can take those pic we were sitting together.. what to do.. no one around that time....This is the very first time i use this short... at first terrible shy of the jungle that i have...... but at last acceptable and dont feel shy on how people looks at me...

As him to do sleeping post yet he doing peace..hurm.. nowadays,children is hard to teach.. wakaka....
Nelson: owh Michelle, u're so pretty..
Michelle: is it?? wah thank u nelson... i know that im the most beautiful girl in the world and some say universe...
Nice chat right?? like dramaing?? actually naturally eileen take this pic.... and was so shock when review back the pic with this type of effect...
As a grandpa of them, so cool to take this pic... wakaka... happy family right?? my son and my daughter... wakaka... erh.. no no no.. grand gua... aiyo forget about it la..
Family of four gila gila members... 3 teachers here...somemore.. luckily no students saw us.. but during our lunch i did met my own student... Mr. Timothy.. haha..
Remember titanic?? haha.. this is the scene we take in the titanic ship... nice right?? haha... well this is the four of us who walk all day long around miri ...... actually just parkson and beach then dinner... aha...beautiful scene right?? so dont miss to visit miri...
The red heart full of sincerity to love u.. wahakakakkaka... Guess who the one who complete this love??
Haha.. just because she cant make the perfect love with Michelle...so i went for a tried... haha.. senget love....wakaka.... just for fun la taking this pic.. dont think too much... wakka....

aYummy yummy... after tiring walk throughout the day, finally its dinner time... Nestum Prawn, Meat,Vegetable and soup.... Hurm.. complete diet that we need... hurm... cheaper that eating at fast food restaurant... 4 persons just RM31....dont forget we did order drinks as well.. so if u want to know where i eat, just let me know... i will tell u.. wah.. help to promote pulak...
Here comes a new buddy.... Just get to know him after come back to miri but sooner discover that we had been so closed before just that i had forgotten.... Was in the same kindergarden, primary secondary school just one block away.... And working together under one roof before... Really close friend of mine....
Yo, taking picture with Miss Miyoko... Sound japanese san.. haha... but just a cat whom we called her Kucing Berbulu Lebat, Kucing Berbulu Ketiak or kucing berbulu kerinting?? haha... Juniors of mine who had followed me....for years... haha....
Not to show off but i believe this is a group of the best engineers perhaps produce from the beginning... For us, the first step start during our STPM... As an advice here for all my juniors who got chance to read this, dont give up if u got what u dont like and for biology students like me, who say engineering is not the course not belongs to us?? we just lacking of basic that physic students have.. but i believe with the will of ourself, we can even score better than them in future.... just efforts the most important ingredients...
Group of six,3 guys 3 girls... haha... waiting to eat Mr.R while waiting for him to finish praying.. haha... Hurm everyone come back with all different looks then before.. so wish to put before and after pic of all.. Example of mine, im become balloon this time i came back... increase of 10.6% of my original weight.... sien...
After come back from Johor, i waiting for this moment to come... Im really happy that i still able to visit my form 6 school.. This is the school that i discover all my talents... hurm... if not, for sure i will not even enter into UTM... N not a person like me now... *school visiting* This is my Chemistry teacher.... Ms. Alice... Still so leng lui o.. haha...A teacher who always make cheese cake for her students as to boost up they spirits... might have effects on my badge but not sure for the rest... haha... chilli is the last present she gave us before we sat for our STPM results... Finally we reveal the truth of the chilli...
Next our Pengajian Am teacher, Mdm. Rusmarina... Wife of soldier.. Hehe.. Opz... Perhaps among all teacher, the subject that i understand the most teach by her... Seem like by our own efforts, but under her guildance, every things seem to be perfect.... Really appreaciate what she had done for us and mostly of us score A for our PA....
And now come to our beloved Mama... Hehe... Great mother among all... hehe... Our MUET teacher... Tough subject for me but i had tried my best to score.... Hurm... She tought us well yet most of us score Band 4... sorry for her but i believe everyone had tried they best.... She is the one that brought me in the choir group and give me the chance to feel the atmosphere of become champion and have the chance to travel from one end to another while representing our beloved Miri..... I never regret of getting this terrible STPM results because i believe my experience and my results all come from the best of mine...

The Best Answer is yet to come.... God always work in us... no matter how bad something going on...

2009-05-03T20:48:00.000-07:00

在一場船難中，唯一的生存者隨著潮水，
漂流到了一座無人島上。
The only survivor of a shipwreck
was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.

他天天激動地祈禱神救他能夠早日離開此處，回到家鄉。
他還每天注視著海上有否可搭救他的人，
但卻是除了汪洋一片，什麼也沒有。
He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him,
and every day he scanned the horizon for help,
but none seemed forthcoming.

後來，他決定用那片帶他到小島的木頭造一個簡陋的小木屋
以保護他在這險惡的環境中生存，並且保存他所有剩下的東西。
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut
out of driftwood to protect him from the elements,
and to store his few possessions.

但有一天，在他捕完食物後，準備回小屋時，
突然發現他的小屋竟然陷在熊熊烈火之中，
大火引起的濃煙不斷向天上竄。
But then one day, after scavenging for food,
he arrived home to find his little hut in flames,
the smoke rolling up to the sky.

最悲慘的是：他所有的一切東西，在這一瞬間，
通通化為烏有了。悲痛的他，氣憤的對天吶喊著：
「神啊！你怎么可以這樣對待我！」
頓時，眼淚從他的眼角中流出。
The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stunned with grief and anger.
"God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.

第二天一早，他被一艘正靠近小島的船隻的鳴笛聲所吵醒。
是的，有人來救他了。
Early the next day, however, he was awakened
by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island.
It had come to rescue him.

到了船上時，他問那些船員說：「你怎麼知道我在這裡？」
"How did you know I was here?"
asked the weary man of his rescuers.

「因為我們看到了信號般的濃煙。」他們回答說。
"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

人在碰到困難時，很容易會沮喪。
不過，無論受到折磨或者痛苦，都不用因此失去信心，
因為神一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad.
But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives,
even in the midst of pain and suffering.

記著：當下一次你的小木屋著火時，
那可能只是神美妙恩典的表徵而已。
Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground
it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.

在所有我們所認為負面的事情，神都是有正面答案的。
For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,
God has a positive answer.

你說：「我累了。」
神說：「我讓你休息。」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

你說：「沒有人愛我。」
神說：「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

你說：「我做不下去了。」
神說：「我的恩典夠你支持下去。」
(林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

你說：「我想不通。」
神說：「我引領你前行。」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

你說：「我做不到。」
神說：「你什麼都做得到。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

你說：「我不配。」
神說：「你配。」 (林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

你說：「這麼做不值得。」
神說：「做了，你馬上就會覺得值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

你說：「我無法原諒自己。」
神說：「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

你說：「我是窮苦的。」
神說：「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

你說：「我害怕。」
神說：「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

你說：「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
神說：「放下你的重擔，我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

Did i do somehting wrong for my kindness and childishness??/

2009-05-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

Today i feel really bored and very tired.... I sleep for the whole day because feel uncompanied...
So i ask DD about someone and i have been told that i should not disturb others anymore...
What should i do??
I know other have they own stuffs and family but i didnt plan to destroy it.. Just want to get some care but only today i know that wrong....
I think the loneliness life is the best belongs to me....
Give me time to stop being so childish and finding other to care for me.. love me... manjakan me...
I need more time because i really love the family that i have now....

The Secret of my NELSON CHAN VUI KIT

2009-05-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

Nelson telah menyingkap Rahsia sebalik Namanya.

N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.
E : Anda seorang yang menarik.
L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.
S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
O : Seorang berfikiran terbuka.
N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.

C : Anda ada kelebihan, jangan malu mempamerkannya.
H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang.
A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.
N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.

V : Fizikal dan rupa paras anda baik sekali.
U : Anda merasakan anda ada ciri-ciri istimewa setanding dengan orang lain.
I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.

K : Suka melakukan sesuatu yang baru.
I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.
T : Anda memiliki sikap canggih, amat canggih.

Finally im into 21....

2009-04-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hurm.. actually its already few days past i enter into 21... Im young adult...huh.... should i?? I more enjoy continue to be childish lo to be care and love by family and friends... Hehe... That night is really a very toturing night as i have to prepare for my final examination Engineering Mathematics Paper... Gosh.. the most memorable birthday present... Getting the toughest paper during this semester...
By the time tickling on 12am, i receive the very first birthday wish from Dai Lou and then followed by few friends then DD send for me... I did receive several phone call as well that night.. Really cool night and relaxable night after my hard night studying.. Having chat cool man.. But time pass really fast, just awhile its already 2am... i have to take early rest and continue my study at 6am...meanwhile i really not feeling well also that night.. having headache..
Now its come to the time that i going to sit for my exam.. I really stress and worry that i cant do well in the test.. Not good well enough preparation. by the time i receive the paper, i not dare to see at Stoke's theorem, Gauss's Theorem, Green;s Theorem , line integral and surface intergal questions.... I scare after i look through, event he first question i also cannot answer...
3 hours later, hurm, i already try my best and do my best to score as maximum marks as i can. I didnt even put a single question blank... At least the same mark will be given on formula or what. Then, i really hungry during that time until gosh something very ashame happen during the exam. But forget about it. Then all of us plan to go out for lunch and celebration for my birthday and finish final examination.
We arrive Jusco Tebrau at 2pm and having our lunch at Ichiban Ramens. Nice place to eat yet the price is also quite nice but i didnt think twice... Once in my life time... Before that , we did sometime funny as well. After settle down and arrange table for us, after looking on the menu, then everyone of us stand up and just leave the restaurant because some of them say the food not going to make us full.. haha..
After lunch, we went for movie time... Hurm..we decided to watch The Sniper, and gosh,,, cool man.. all the actors all nice good looking lo... But i wondering what so good about Edison until he got such a nice news.. haha... really salute him... wakaka... wish to be like him,?? no thank wakaka......
Our last destination.... SIng K at Redbox.. haha.. our tradition already.. hurm... but addtional, we can have buffet as our dinner.. wow cool man.. i really like to eat buffet and so wish if everyday can have buffet as well.. wakakak.... We sing until 11pm from 6pm... before we going back, Tham our representative join a game of blowing the balloon until unsustainable.. hehe.. Booommmmm.... But the result is, we lose... wakaka.. nevermind just a games... hehe...
This the way i celebrate my birthday... but sadly, i dont have candle and cake to blow and eat respectively.... But if u ask whether im happy or not, my answer is yes... But i still feel sad sometime when i didnt eat tiramitsu.. but the next day, i went out with my friend that i first time meet which i know him through networking and he treats me a birthday dinner.. belated.. haha.. i dont mind at least got people treat me ma... really thankful to him. On my way back from City Square after meeting him, Wai Shin my direct senior messages me asking where am i and he gave me surprise than he cheated me go out from my room and put secret recipe and a present on my bed without my noticing all that to happen.. Huh.. really thief la...
Last but not least, all this are really my best memories for this year i think....... i hope more to come to make my life more colorful before i breath the last breath.... I love all... all for love.. hehe..

Sad day of Saturday...

2009-04-25T06:36:00.001-07:00

Today i promise that i will study hard because tomorrow i going to sit for my mass balance test. Actually i have choir practice at church yet im not going.. Due to my yesterday Thermodynamics test, lacking of nice relaxable sleep causes me to have headache and tired today. I making an excuses from Leo that im not going today.
I wake up at 8 something today and start open my book and read all the example. While reading i watching movie, ZOOOM SUPERHERO ACADEMIC. hurm... wasting time for sure as i watch more than i read. Haiz...Feel very guilty because i like not fulfilling what i had promise to u...
In the afternoon, something bad happen. Haiz... better than i dont want to go check at first.aAter checking my mark for TITAS, i lost my control. I really sad but i dont know what can i do.. its too late for me to change anything. I just read past year but all done by last minute. Want to feel sad for myself but i didnt put effort in it.. So i cant blame anyone jus tcan blame myself.
But everything is too late now. This thing may causes me to drop out of my dream class and dean list. I wishes to get all 8 dean list in this university. Hurm.. if after this nothing much different happen due to what i expect, i still manage to maintain my marks, my pointer 3.71
or even able to up 0.01...
Because of all this thing happen, i almost quarrel with DD and today we like having cold war for a moment. At night then everything recover back to normal. I really bad mood until all those stuff will happen in my life. I like no one to voice out my feeling just like a dumb. Haiz.. who can understand how i feel. i really need someone to really care for me at that moment yet i switch off my phone and let no one able to reach me. All is because of what i have done, and not other dont care for me.
I feel so helpless and no guidance at all. I want to quit yet i cant and not motivated. This is the only way i have to continue my journey. Hurm. I have to tell myself that the journey just started. I still manage to choose how i walk this journey. This sem i might fall a little, but i promise the rest of my journey i will walked a colorful graduation.....2012 waiting for me.

The hardest day in my life... torturing...

2009-04-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

Today, i feel so empty and really really empty... feeling that i enter into Day of Testify.... Alone with u, alone with everything... i dont know how to express my feeling... just like an empty can.... an empty can beside the road even happier than me, able to kicked by people around, but me?? not even a person i able to see whole day..
With this stressful week, facing this type of situation is really hard for me. I dont have the strength to go on if this thing continuously happen to me. I want to keep in touch with u, yet unable to keep in touch.... everyone just like leaving me far far away...
Is it a mistake for me to keep in touch with other by chatting and exchanging number?? For me, im addicted into this... networking is part of my life.... yet must trust me that my heart is truly just with u...
Today the first time i drop my very first drop of tear due to the way u treat me... i dont think this the first quarrel but this time really hurting me so deep... no one will understand... hungriness plus emptiness are really hard for me to overcome when both come togehter... will loneliness come to attack me as well??

The Burden of Second Semester

2009-04-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

As time past goes by, now is already the end of my second semester of my studies. Sometime feels that still long where to go for me to graduate, but sometime really terribly scaring me that i going to graduate very soon cause third sem is coming just ahead of me.
This semester really killing me very hard. After all, i really done badly in my test for every subjects that i take this sem. All the carry marks that i have for this time totally different from what i have last semester, all 40++... but to this sem, what had happened to me?? lazy or something wrong with my interest??
For me to score A for every subject is totally hard except miracle happen in my life once again like my Basic C programming subject last semester. Today, i just manage to settled down two Islamic subjects. Total torturing me for the rest of 4 month early of this year. But during the final exam, i pay off some efforts for it and i believe this time i manage to score the maximum grade that i can get for this two subjects. No matter what grade i have, i still satisfy with it.
Two burdens laid off. Still got 4 to goes... have to strive the best because of my promise that i will do ever better duty to paid off my laziness throughout this semester. i have to punished myself for what i have done this semester. So no matter how hard the life for this final exam weeks, i believe i manage to overcome with faith and strength given by you all...

Pray for my final so that i can get 50/50 to cover up my carry marks.

Thermodynamic = 37/50
Mass Balance = 37/50
Engineering Math = 38/50
Material Engineering = 44/50
TITAS/Institusi-institusi Islam = ??
Engineering Drawing = A

Blessed and have nice day!! muackzz...

Memories of my Study Week Trip

2009-04-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

After tiring trip back from Indonesia, i rested a day and i dont think i having nice rest at all.. my mind just thinking and curious of my coming trip on the next day i arrive JB. Would it be wonderful or just a normal trip? Plus i going to meet DD's dai lou and im really scare plus shy.. hurm.. dont know how to express this feeling.
Day past so damn fast and now im ready to go bus terminal heading for KL. Arrival at the time of 2.30pm as i expected, dd already waited me there for long time. Just upon the arrival, i straight go to buy the ticket back to JB as i calculated the amount of money that enough for me to stay at KL which is 3 days 2 nights. After all, we heading to BB plaza as we having date with dai lou there. Before this, he tried to call me few times but im still in the journey yet i didnt answer him and so called didnt realize i having phone call.
After arrive at BB plaza, we had been told to wait for awhile and starting that time my heart beat so damn fast because feeling shy to meet dai lou at that time. We straight settle down at Mc' D because dd say my big luggage back very annoying not disturbing for us to have a walk in BB while waiting.
OMG, i receive dai lou phone call yet i not dare to answer and i ask DD to help me answer the call. Dai lou had been told that we waiting for him at Mc'd, by the time we get ready to move, dai lou already arrived in front of us. Then we talk for awhile before we heading for our lunch. Gor realize that when i talk i not dare to look at him but just staring at DD. Haha.. SHY SHY SHY man...
But thing improve very fast that after period of time, i feel secure and happy to have gor with us. Treating a person that just meet for the first time so so good is very hard to find already in this globalisation world. Materialistic mind, individualistic minded person, selfishness, envyness and so called all the bad habits occur in each individual and last but not least, taking advantages on other. But i cant feel all those feeling that i have toward other in this brother heart. Caring and treating us very nice are the characters that i could feel in him.
Because cathing time for working, gor have to go after a long chat at Kim Gary Restaurant. Wow, gor really good in introducing foods for us. But sadly and really shy that gor dont let us treat him. This things happen for the rest of the days during my this trip. Really bu hao yi shi but nothing that i can do even DD himself also shy toward this situation,even i quarrel with DD for this matter. But due to further explanation, finally i accept DD explanation.
I didnt regret to go for this trip this time due to i learn even more things not only in my studies. I didnt waste my study week holiday i think as more worth than i staying at my hostel just sleep and eat and sleep and eat. Impossible for me to study during study week because that not me. I only manage to concentrate study a day before final exam just like what had happen during all my public exam whole of my life. Anyway, i really want to thank Dai Lou for giving such a great opporturnity to learn a lot from gor and surrounding this time.
Thank love family....

The Journey to the Tsunami Soul City = Banda Aceh

2009-04-12T11:07:00.000-07:00

Flying about the sea level leaving from LCC Terminal heading to Banda Aceh located at Indonesia, the place where Tsunami clean off all the villages near the beaches including the middle of busy city. We take off from UTM Skudai JB on Thursday 11pm heading to LCCT and having resting stop at Seremban stop at 3am before continue our journey to our final destination at Malaysia. Arriving at LCCT, we waited for around 3 hours before departure time which is 11.55am same as 10.55am at Indonesia. Before departure, everyone changes the money to rupiah and me myself I converted RM200 which is 620,000 RP. First time in history of my life I have million integer of money in my wallet. OKB… haha… It’s the time for us to depart already and everyone check in the luggage and passport as well. Suddenly the officer called our one of our team member name telling us that he can’t follow us going to Aceh because his passport expired soon less than 6 months. This is the last destination among us that he going back first before finishing the whole trip. Sadly he sends us off in the departure hall.

1 hours 25 minutes later, we had been told that we going to landing soon. I was really happy because this is the first time that I depart to another country using flight, my first international flight to another country. Yeah. After we arrive, the cars that coming from University Syiah haven’t arrive due to the prayer time at Aceh. So all of us we went to have our lunch first at somewhere near to the airport. And here come all the food that we eating for our lunch look nice and the price nice also. 1,000,000 RP equivalents to RM300++… Hurm all of us learn a good lesson and starting from that, every time we eat, we ask for the price and we rejected all the foods that we don’t want to eat.

The Kijang comes to fetch us to the place that we stay. Nice place to stay as well, but for three nights its costs us 900,000 RP, with air condition. We had been told that we going to rest until 3.30pm Indonesia time which is one hour earlier than Malaysia time. At Indonesia, we all use Indonesia time zone. At that time, then suddenly Abg Syai came to our room told us that everything cancel because they having PEMILU “ pemilihan umum” same like our “pilihan raya” holiday, so all the places that we had been assigned to go, all not open for services. But later, after certain phone calls had been made, my plan still on going which Bapak Yusof will comes to fetch us to his house. Four of us, Enaz, Shidot, Fareez and me will follow Bapak to his house and overnight at his house. He comes to fetches us at the time of 5pm. Before heading for the purpose of our surveying, Bapak brought us for a walk around Banda Aceh to that memorial park for Tsunami attack last 5 years.

First place first; Bapak brings us to the Mosque with name of Baiturehman which this mosque has its own history for Tsunami. When every house was destroyed by the tsunami, this only building stands strongly with the water surrounding and never enters into the building. Because of this happen, couple of non-muslim converted into muslim because of this incident happen.
This is the location of WKB ship which landed on the land after tsunami attack. The initial location of this ship is at the harbor of Aceh which is 2km from this location. This ship with the weight of 300ton able to be move so far from it location, and can we imagine how strong the wave of the tsunami? After all, this ship never been move back to its initial location due to its heavy weight and we had been told that before this, there lots of dead body underneath this ship. Around this ship, donator has built a park called Tsunami Educational Park which beatify this area.

Here is the location of where the tsunami had taken place. The first shown that the bridge undergoes compression and move from its original place to another new place. This is the leftover effect of the tsunami attack last 5 years. It’s been kept unconstructed again because it show us how great is the tsunami that attack Banda Aceh last time. Opposite is the small island surrounded this area and there are some island that had been destroyed by the might work of tsunami break into pieces.

After rounding the city of soul because of tsunami attack, we went back to Bapak house after the surveying at RAYMTA. We were taking turn to take bath while Ibu was cooking our dinner. After everyone ready to take dinner, we had been told that bapak and his family already taken they dinner. Hurm. Then 4 of us just take the dinner by ourselves. After dinner, we went to watch movie together with bapak family title of CintaFitri3. If not bapak switches off, I want to continue watching the movie because it really interesting movie.

We had been told to get ready at 9am because we going for surveying the software and wanted to buy some souvenirs back to Malaysia. Before leaving bapak Yusof house, we able to move near the lake. This place once was a paddy field and because of tsunami, this place becomes a lake full of fishes which normally the residence will fish here. We had been told that this place was full of dead body as well, some not been removed as well under the lake water.

This is the same location of the paddy field. This is the members of mine and takes pictures with them as a memory. From the left, Shidot, Angkasa’s mother, Enaz, Ibu, Bapak Yusof and last Fareez. Who is missing? Of cause me... Have to be the camera man for this picture. We take off immediately after taking this picture.

This is the road that just outside bapak Yusof house. Due to the straight long road, after tsunami, the dead bodies were arranged along this area. Million of dead bodies were located around this place because of nearby shopping mall as well as in around this riverside. This was really a totally great disaster and pain experiences for everyone who saw this happen in front of our eyes.

This is what we called Labi-labi at Indonesia. It’s a public transport that having the own route. Just like dabri but smaller in size. Opzz… what is dabri? Hurm.. Bus in malaysia. Haha… fun in learning new stuffs during this Indonesia trip. After this we heading for shopping our souvenirs and we did buy gift for Ibu which cost us 125,000 RP. We were shopping in this shopping complex which once was really big in size but now just ordinary size of hot without air condition shopping complex. This lift was destroyed after tsunami and due to the condition of this new complex without needing the lift to functions, this lift just leave unrepaired.

Hey Malaysian out there… we should be thankful for what we have now in Malaysia. Take a look on what the condition of Banda Aceh after tsunami. I really have heart pain of looking around this area. How can they survive under this condition? But what can they do as life has to goes on. Just can pray that blessing from other country continue to flow into them and able to build up this city into its original look.

This is the new museum build by the Indonesia government named as tsunami museum. Unfortunately, this time this museum hasn’t function yet because of under construction. Hopefully I will have the second chance to come here and have greater look around this area. Beside this museum was a field where before tsunami, an sport event was held and thousand of people die at this area. This is the symbol of the pen which means this area is the university area. People around here really care for the education. After this turn, let us see what next.
They have the election and that normal. But one thing abnormal is, there are 44 parties really to serve Indonesia. How the nation going to vote for the government? If me, I will just let off of this election due to headache of selecting the leader to serve the country.
After shopping, bapak Yusof sends us back to the place we stay because he going for his work soon at 12pm. We went back and take rest until 5pm. Then we decided to take off for bite of foods. We walk for long journey before we reach this café named “master bakso” and this is the food that we eat for our lunch. After this, we went for a walk around and having our high tea soon. Hehe.. Fun place for high tea. Here we come.

Here the place we having our high tea. Hehe.. Small tiny chairs we sit on and having pisang goreng. After this place, we walked for very long and finally we came to one stop and buy some souvenirs just for me, dear dear and douglas didi.

Finally we come to the end of the trip. Thank god that I having safe trip going and coming back. Here the last scene of coming back to Malaysia. But I really want to finish out my saying. Hurm. Its really terrible dealing with Indonesia airport. Not systematic like what happen in Malaysia. So called ma fan in Chinese. In flight, this is the very first time that I having so adventurous flight due to the weather outside our flight. Sudden move of the plane make my heart like drop out for awhile before its continue to beat back in normal rhythm. Arriving at LCCT, we had been stop to come out from plane for 15 minutes because the plane door cant be open because of heavy rain. I was really happy that I able to message my dear at the time I arrive LCCT. I miss dear dear so much as 3 days didn’t message with dear dear. And here come all the final pictures that I have at LCCT airport.

Blessing been taken away or good thing ahead coming soon....??

2009-04-07T10:33:00.000-07:00

I was wondering after so long didnt attend and doing my responsibilties as a christian and my promise to God during Building Fund Plegde, something weird happening recently.... Bad luck and feeling of emptiness spiritually...

is this so called evil attack or a sign of warning for what i have done so far??

I become very playful and i did cause some problems to happen between me and my coursemate...even with my roommate.... i think i over played in that case and i feel like i going to spoilt this relationship with them.. its hard for me to accept the way she talks to me that night... i will remember that night forever and ever... when played of something, i hate people play fool of my academic...

And then today, i spoilt my handphone.. shit.. drop into toilet bowl.. i totally forget that i bring phone into this afternoon.. after drop then i realize my handphone... shit.. RM700 gone... and last week i spoilt my spectacle as well.. while walking back from ATM maching near HEP... another rm500 gone.. in not more than one week, RM1000++gone just like that...

Addition, today i went for sponsorship purpose for the GESS Camp and the first destination already showing something bad going to happen. Arriving the first station, everything is ready yet the sponsorship letter not with us.. failed.. went to second destination, ALUMNI UTM... at first we think that this place going to be successful for us.. But the answer is NO... who say this is a good place to as for sponsorship... look great yet nothing.. last but not least, we went to PUSAT KOQ and some techincal happen and yet today we doing something really foolish and wasting our time..

Imidiately afterall, something comes to my mind. is it because of going to far away from His guildance and way>?? All the blessing that i have last time is because i doing my responsibility as a christian should do.. but after so long, i didnt give offering and tithes to God... Is this a sign of punishment or a sign of something great going to happen in my life?? after all i having some transformation in my life of having initiative to do something spiritually..

Some say is taking away from me because He going to give me more..
what is the problem that i facing now??
Anyone can help me??

Wonder of love

2009-04-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

Why should i still taking into account our past in our life??
Should i still mind what happen in the past between u and my life before this??
Isnt that the most important thing is trusting each other/??
Who can teach me to overcome my jealousy??
i dont want because of me, my lover lost freedom...
Life should be colorful with the person we love....
Once i have it yet i destroy... now i have even wonderful colorful life with U and i believe this will secure forever.
as i grow mature i been able to secure something..
Dear give me time to overcome my jealousy..
i love u so much dear.. nothign much that i can say...

One Night In City Square

2009-03-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

After stressful week over, my roommate brings me and other coursemates went to CS for relaxing mar... Arrive there, we facing some problem of watching which movies because dont have nice movie to watch...
So me decided to watch Unborn and that really horror movie... This is the first time that i watch horror movie at JB. I think just me and Daphne dare to watch all long of the movie. The other watch abit then close a bit they eyes because not dare to watch the movie. After the movie, we went outside the cinema and take lot of pictures - nice pic lo.. really happy and nice....
Back from City Square, we heading to Mc' Donald outside our campus and i meet all my 3rd Senior because they just finish examintation at campus. Tonight i really happy because i laugh the most this week...and three of us really team up to disturb Mandy and my roommate... NIce memory as well....
But something bad happen after happy period is over... i forget that i ever told M.Hibban that Siti follows us for movie,. then during meeting, he says bad things about Siti...really feels very sorry about that matter...

Trip to Singapore during VISITING SINGAPORE 2009

2009-03-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

14 March i went to Singapore with my coursemate... and i have to wake up early in the morning to get ready rush for 8am bus from Taman Rusa. We arrive CS and i was really amaze by the structure of new Imigration building at JB... more advanvce than Singapore building...

Arrive there, we straight drop by at Kranji and take bus to Jurong Bird Park. Arrive there, we staright go to draw our lucky draw and we got bad stuff.. Tangs voucer RM10.... Sien.. useless stuff... After tiring walk, we curi2 masuk Panorel there and i really scare to follow them anymore after this.. they really make me have a shock of doing illegal stuff... before we go back, we register for ostrict run in the zoo yet after get the free gift, we straight go back without attending the race.

Next destination, we went to City Hall for the IT Fair 2009. Gosh.. This is the fiinist ever fair that i join i have to squeeze and squeeze.. but i really salute Charles.. sometime i really scare to lost my sight from them because it will bring lot of trouble if one of us lost... really great challenge to keep in small distance away from them... I really enjoy eating abalone mee at city hall as my lunch.

After all, we plan to go back already and it already late in the night... we depart at 6pm and the bus really full of malaysian coming back from singapore... Squeezing again.. Sien... Arrive here, its was raining day.. Really not in mood... HAving dinner at city square and then take bus coming back to our campus...

This trip i didnt buy lot of stuff because i only bring small amount of money to Singapore so i didnt buy much stuffs... Miss this trip again but really tiring trip.. Singapore, we coming soon with all our coursemates...

MERAK KTDI 2009

2009-03-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

This is an annual dinner held in my college the place that i stay... Kolej Tun Dr Ismail...
Hehehe...

I was the head of Bureau in this college and we all have to join this annual dinner... HAiz... RM8 buffet style.. reasonable right? haha...

That day we have to wear our purple batik but the theme for that night is GOLD AND GREEN because our college motto " GO GREEN, GO GLOBAL"...

I was really enjoying during that night just that at first i was wearing my contact lens but in the bus, haiz... suddenly drop off.... Luckily i did bring my spec so i still can see well last night..
hurm...

After the training camp, its already 3 months we never gather as one together... this dinner really brings us back together fellowshipping with one another...

Last but not least, i love u KTDI... hehehe..
i really hope i can bring the best to this college..with all the might and knowledge that i have../
but i really hope for the co-operation from all the members from KTDI to support me..
God bless and see u there during international trip and local trip..

Enjoyable 4 Days Holiday at KL..

2009-03-10T03:44:00.000-07:00

Because of monday is public holiday, so i decided to went KL with my coursemate since he going back to his hometown. Then he helped me to bought the ticket for the trip on Friday(6 March) 2.15pm after my Engineering Mathematics class. I was looking forward about this trip because it was really long after i didnt let myself to have enjoyable rest.

The day has come.. Finally i arrive at Pudu at 6.15pm. Dd waiting my at Pudu already. Before this was terribly nervous that dd will not come to fetch me. Haha.. Thank god DD was there...I did take back my books that i left at my friend house also during Chinese New Year holiday. Then DD brings me for dinner and haiz stupid thing that i bring DD to the MC Donald that near Masjid Jamek but without knowing that, just near to me, there was one mc'd. Haiz...

After dinner, DD brings me back to the place that i going to stay for the rest of my holiday at KL. Hurm. Not bad lar that area.. Hahha...

Quite comroftable. That night after everything,, we have a walk around kajang area and having supper at MAmak shop.

The next day we went to Bukit Bintang, Times Square, Pavilion to watch movie( Street Fighter the legend of Chun Li) and have a good tiring walk.. Haha.. but that was really fun.. HUrm... our dream car was there. But i will ma.ke it come to past to have it. We arrive room quite late also today. DD buys me t-shirt lo..

Sunday- we went to Mid Valley using KTM again and arrive there quite early comparing yesterday walk. Arrive there, we went to Pet Wonderland and walk around there. Haha.. I did spoilt something at Mid Valley lor.. Hahah... After so long i never do stuff like that. We having Mc'D again. Haiz.. haha.. DD did buy me some present lo today at Mid- Valley.

Sad thing today i have to go back already. We wake up at 8 and DD brings me for breakfast before i going back to JB. DD follows me to Kelana Jaya LRT station to send me there. My direct senior sends me back to JB lo. Haha... He brings me to his house and waits for his gf to get ready. That day really rains heavily and he drove super duper fast le.. So scare man. Haha..

At last i arrive JB liaw after 4 hours journey back from KL. I was terribly tired but i cant sleep well because i dont know what i think about... haha.. i really miss the trip that i have lor.. Thank DD for bringing me to have a walk around....

Farewell of the Year...

2009-03-01T02:57:00.000-08:00

This going to be our tradition very year... After welcoming dinner,its come to the very emotional dinner, FAREWELL dinner of the year... Yesterday, we had celebrated our farewell dinner for our final year senior... ah Liang.

We went to have porrigde steamboat and this is really special for me because this is the very first time that i eat this steamboat. Hurm... Before we went there, i feeling weird because we the only one prepared small gift for him but the other years seniors didnt prepare anything.

Not bad also went we arrive there because that shop quite a famous shop because got visitation from international artist according to what my coursemate said... hehe.. Although some of them say that he quite a weird person but for me, he is really such a nice person... Quite close with him.... haha...

While eating, then we discuss and say that next year farewell will make it simple at arcade and i purposely say that i dont want to buy anything for my direct senior and he proudly say that, if we didnt help him celebrate the farewell party, still got lot of other juniors will help him to celebrate.. Actually i agreed with him also... because SKK juniors will bring him out as well...
But for me, for sure i will make the best farewell for him because during my st and nd year, he is the one that really take care of me...

Wow.. That night, we really enjoy so much that we laugh the most and saying joke. Hurm... so wish that this can continue till the very end of our studies... Really hope the blessing of God is on us every moment.. and every have the very blessed day and life... God Bless...

Role model since 2001...

2009-02-28T07:15:00.000-08:00

This thing happen in 2001 when i was in Form 1. I knew this person exists in this world but i never meet him before... But something weird happen when i was in my secondary school. A senior that i dunno him came to me and asks me whether im KIT ZAI and i was shock because i meet him starting on that day. I went back home and tell my mum.. haha.. this world really small.

Since that day, i make up my mind that i want to follow his footstep and excel like him. My dream really come true that i score well in my Form 1 and 2 until i enter top 4 classes and continue to excel until form 4 that i enter the class of my role model enter 4 years ago. He was the school prefect and yet during 2004 i enter the prefectorial board and holding Ketua Menteri Keceriaan. All because of him....

After that, i really lost contact with him until one day i receive my local university offer letter to further my study at Johor and start that time, my role model named had been mentioned by my parent. Hurm.. Then i know that he already settled down at JB. Before long i arrived JB, he did contacted but he tells me that he dont know how to come to my place...

But yesterday noon, he suddenly called me and asks me to go out to sing K with his colleague and customers from his company. So i follow him to go enjoy as i really stress of studying recently. After sing K, i went to have steamboat dinner with them then go back take bath at his house get ready to go for movie but something funny happen. We arrive cinema and his friend told us that he cant come for the movie. So that night movie canceled.

I really happy to meet back my role model and he really takes good care about me and probably will bring to Shanghai or China during next year CNY.

The ROLE MODEL i meant here is my own cousin WEI CHUNG kor... the person that i follow his footstep the most....

Stressful Semester 2

2009-02-23T02:19:00.000-08:00

After cny, i didnt spend my time to write my blog already.. haiz..
I really having a stressful and the most busiest sem compare to last semester.
Last two weeks just finish examination and finally it come to the day to get it back.
LAst week i just get back my Engineering Drawing test back, i just manage to score 18/25 which 2nd lowest. I had tried my best but that what i can make it.. I knew its wasnt a good start for test 1.

Today, i get back my Thermodynamic. I never aim to score the highest among my whole coursemate but at least i can score better but i what had happened here is i just manage to score 64%. I really hurt by the time i receive back my paper. How can i get so low mark. See as i told before, this isnt a good start at all.

I really lost my confident in my second semester.. Who can help me now??? Somemore i feel like i lost everything that i have before this. Recently i just have my happiness sparkling and i hope it will end forever. I dont aim high this time but just hope to maintain my first class and i able to maintain my position of either third or fourth place but not worst than that because that is not my abilities... I can perform better than this i believe...

All this going to be my past but new strength going to appear in my life. I really want to show that NELSON CHAN VUI KIT is not a simple person in this world...

First Day of CNY at Genting

2009-01-31T20:19:00.001-08:00

Today i went to Genting with my mum and i really enjoy there although im alone at that time... I also got the chance to meet with my abg angkat there... At first im quite boring because no one accompany me to go walk around and just me alone...

At 6pm, Bro Aliff came and meet me up at the lobby... Hurmm.. really miss him so much after long time didnt meet himup... He brings me for dinner before i went back to KL....

After dinner, we went to walk around take some pictures around Hotel Genting. Before i forget, he also gave me angpao le.. That really make me shock...

I went back to KL at 7.30pm because that day, the weather was not really good for us to go back late.... Raining day.... Arrive at kl, we went to have our dinner near Wangsa Maju LRT.....

Chinese New Year Celebration

2009-01-25T02:45:00.000-08:00

This is year im not going to celebrate New Year at Miri. Haiz.... But i going to celebrate my new year at KL. Today chinese new year eve, I went to Tv3 studio joining they games activities today named EWAH EWAH. I was really enjoy there today..

But before ended, me and Joey already went back from the studio area becasue i having dinner together at Stacy Mummy house. I was really sad at the time that i packing my luggage as i going to leave alpha villa soon and dont know when i will coming back to KL again. I really sad about that.

After dinner, i really sad becasue i really miss my previous new year celebration at Miri. Although last time i hate new year at there, but now it become a miss for me... I really miss it... I miss my grandma and all my family there.

Committed to the personal growth to improve relationship

2009-01-19T08:54:00.000-08:00

HI guys out there… once again I come back on my discussion with everyone…

As I promise we will talk about the 7 qualities of BUILDING SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIP. I will share the first one with everyone today but as I talk about it, I will use the example that I had experienced through my love journey.

First of all, COMMITMENT TO PERSONAL GROWTH is much more important in building relationship. Commitment is not just an interested in it but willing to change it to the correct perspective. As the example, after I experiencing the greatest lost in life last few days, I discovered that before this my commitment toward my partner is not that effective because something had overcome the important of yours.

I never commit to God’s word and lifestyle after so long that I busy with my duty as Ketua Biro Keusahawanan JKM KTDI and Exco Committee for Institution of Engineers, Malaysia UTM Student Chapter in Human Resource Department for Engineering Week 2009. So, my first point here is committing you to God’s word and lives according to his lifestyle because this is the best references in this world. From the words, learn to HONOR ONE ANOTHER so that we are able to communicate well with one another when we honoring one another. Even when come to some crisis, with this attitude, trouble problems will not occur. What the most important is, small problem make until no problem, and big problem if possible make it become no problem to the relationship. Solve the problem with kindness. (1 Job4:7,12)

Beside that, ONE MUST LEARN TO WILLINGLY RECEIVE GUIDANCE AND HELP. Learn to be open to each other which mean that when we were facing some problem, one should seek guidance and help from partner perhaps the best partner for solving problem is your very own partner of life. (Proverb 12:1)

One must be CONSCIOUS OF HIS BLINDSPOT AND EMOTIONAL HANDICAPS. With this kind of attitude, perhaps the relationship that you have build together as one in life can be improve and be better and better. Hey guys, let me tell you, if you as a partner to your partner never remind him or her of his blind spot (weakness), devil will come and take your place to take this duty and responsibility. So partners out there must take all possible opportunity to remind each other of the blind spot that your partner have before it is too late. Remember to admit your own mistake as well. (James 5:16)

Last but not least, you should SET YOUR OWN PERSONAL GOALS FOR REAL CHANGE. Setting this goal should be step by step and reasonable with achievable standard. Before setting this goal, its better to seek guidance from your partner so that what you trying to change is based the best on what the need of the relationship between you and your partner.( 1 Corinthians 9:26)

GOD BLESS YOUR RELATIONSHIP..

The day that i will stand up strong to rebuilt my relationship with all my heart

2009-01-18T02:58:00.000-08:00

After broke up, then I realize how important are u in my life. I feel guilty of not been perform well when we were together as one. But now everything is too late, even I cry for the whole day and night is useless because it’s impossible to go back to your side. But today when I attending my church service after so long I didn’t attend, I feel that I make the greatest mistake in my relationship with u. Today I learn a lot of law in building a successful relationship and all the points really contradicted to what I have done so far to u... I just can say sorry and I still love u all the while… I don’t dare to hope u get back to my side but I hope that I can change the whole situation…

Before further ado, remember this parable, “Sow little will reap little” this is really important in building a relationship with your partner. I experienced it by my own hand just on 16 Jan ago. I neglected you and that why I reap this type of ending. Everyone out there, remember all what I going to say and I believe u will have sustainable and lovely romantic life. But this is not going to happen to me anymore, therefore I hope that I can bring life and hope to those who really need what I going to say.

What I going to share with everyone consists of 7 points that I believe can make all things possible.
Before I enter further, just a reminder that every one of us choose partner according to the personality traits instead of character but to build successful relationship should be built according to good character. Good character is measure how u treat your partner and as a foundation of any healthy partnership

Remember to built yourself before u want to build other. “LOVE IS NOT JUST TALKING BUT ACTION”

Im really blurr now...

2009-01-17T03:51:00.000-08:00

With the love that i have created, but suddenly destroyed just like that without knowing the truth...
I know that im not really qualify to love other but what can i do when that is the feeling that i have in the coming day...??
i know that its my fault that i didnt spend as much time as the perampas spend the time with u but what can i do??? He is working but im studying... Im in the class but he is outside the limitation...
I aslo hope that i can spend more time with u but what can i do during meeting at night???
I really hope that i alway by ur side... but thank God for putting me into this kind of test once again after i break for the seven years long love that i make before this..

Thank for the teaching that u want me to learn...

But if i have the change once again... perhap this thing will not happen anymore... I really hope that u tell me the truth about what u feel toward me and him... that all.. i just want to have a clearify answer... that all....

nothing much nothing more... just hope that this 22nd when we meet, u will tell me everything that u want to tell me... that what i want from u....

I LOVE YOU more than i can say....

Fun but tiring vacation >> 4 Dec

2008-12-07T18:42:00.000-08:00

I went to Brunei with my father this morning at 6.45am after i sending my beloved adk angkat back to his house. He leaving Miri soon going to Sri Aman.... Haiz going to miss him so much..

Back to the vacation, depart from miri and arrive Brunei at 8 something and then we went to the brunei education department.. Wow that was a great building there.

Then, they did bring to walk around brunei and i did when to two musuem, floating village and round the city.. bad thing is the park that i want to go alraedy closed down. So sad... neway, i really having a nice trip but tiring trip. One day trip.

After round the town, we went to Brunei International Airport to fetch aunt and her daughter.

then, we went to having our lunch once again with them. Miri here we come back. One the way got roadblock lar.. haha.. so funny they stopped us and ask us to take off the tinted glass plastic. HAha..

After arrive miri, i straight away chatting as one day didnt chat already. haah..

I didnt take my rest and straight away when to the dinner at Dynasty Hotel. Guess what, i meet Shun Jie there.. Haha.. Back from the dinner, Auntie did give me the present she buys from Sepanyol.. Wow that great....

26 November 2008>> Home Sweet Home

2008-12-07T18:25:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day i stayed at my college.. When back to my home at Miri.. Haha....

Tony sends me to airport and i really grateful and thankful praise be unto the Lord because had assigned to me such a great good cell group leader.. I still remember got one night before i going back to Miri, we went for dinner and hmm.. quite funny games to choose who will pray before we eat. because still shy shy shy.. aha.. luckily he helped me.. If not, i dont know what to do... I think i make such a great mistake on that night...

Huh... So fast time past... Already leaving miri for half year... What Miri going to be the next time i coming back?? Will it be the same city that i stayed there for 20 years?? Sometime i feel like dont want to come back here because of financial problems.. I really sad when i come back here and i know all sort of problem created because of me.. Sometime i think that why should i continue study there when they found difficulties to support my study? Why should they argue because of money?

I really lazy to come back here just because of this. I really dont know what can i do now.. Anyone can tell me and guide me to go throught this problem??

Haha.. Forget about this.. This is the time for me to share with u all the time that i have in miri..wakaka.. really having such nice and fun memories while me at miri.. Really tiring holiday at miri.. can say everyday fully booked.. ahha.. even until the last day i going back to kL...

End of spiritual week..

2008-11-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

Finally Asia Conference comes to the end of is already on 23 November 2008.. Huh really amazing night... After AR. BErnard finished his session.. wow.. Coolest night after all.. Got perforamances from Liu Geng Hong and JJ Lin.. Cool ever conference that i ever joined... Fun but spiritually filled and full..

The next Asia Conference will be held on June 201o... Haha.. After this i going back to Miri already.. Yeah Yeah.. Really want to meet all my ex classmates lar..

Miss u all so much... walakakaka....

Nothing special happen to me before i come back to Miri, just i having dinner with my CG leader,Tony and Sue Ping and they did ask me to join the talent night during the christmas eve organized by the church i attended now.. City Harvest Outreach JB... I really thankful to have them guilding me to grow through my spiritual life....

Spiritual Week

2008-11-24T19:16:00.000-08:00

Today was the very first time i use my passport... Cool and this is the very first time i went to Singapore Kastam and having my first cop there... Haha.. The very first Asia Conference 2008 with the theme of touching asia transforming the world.... Cool right??? Wow by the time i arrive, i was totally shock looking at the crowd... Estimated of 20000 christian were gathered there listening for God's words....

But it was totally a very tiring week because everyday have to wake up at 6.30am and get ready because bus will leaving our campus heading to Singapore at 7.30am. Huh.... Then u wanna know what time we arrive Malaysia everyday?? The next day of today.. What does it mean?? 1am lar dear... What to do?? But the desire was there and empowered me to do so.....

I was really amaze by the whole sessions that held there... This four words really sow deep into my heart.... Imitation, Insolation, Insulation and Penetration..... As a christian we should holding this two words Insulation and Penetration but not Insolation and Imitation.....

But sadly to share that,most of us miss the wonderful session by Benny Hinn.....HEaling session... One of the member of church tells us that do you need u healing?? Why dont we give chance to other people that need healing more than us?? Wow.. Cool statement.... Caring system from City HArvest Church Singapore really very effective..

So guys out there, the will be another Asia Conference 2010 which will be held around June 2010.. So see u there.... Hope to be part of it right??? Dont Miss it God bless u...

Enjoyable Saturday

2008-11-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

Today we two wake up quite late as last night having a walk around Bukit Bintang. So we get ready at 1pm and having fun..... Wow... i planed to go Times Square for Cosmo Theme Park and he did brings me there. I really enjoy there..... HAving 5 round of Roller Coaster, space attack, spinning orbit, bumber car.........

Haha... Really enjoy today..... I also forget that im hungry lar... So we went to having our lunch inside TS.... Chicken Kebab....with Lime lemon juice,...coolll... Then, we go take money at maybank and CIMB to do something that will make me sad..... Guess what????

I went to Puduraya to buy my ticket going back to Johor... Wah...i really dont want to leave lar... BErat hati want to ended this sweet memories and happy moments that i have with my networking brother and friend. But what to do??? Just like ppl say," setiap perjumpaan ada perpisahan... BUt their told me that in their life there is no perpisahan... But maybe i going to meet them again this coming december holiday as i going back earlier to UTM for JKM training at KL, Rompin and KTDI........

Tonight will be my last night staying at KL... I really berat hati want to leave that place... Too short lar the time we spent together.... But what to do??? So i cant sleep well tonight and i just watched him sleep... Funny just like baby... Haha.... I quite dissapointed with him but what can i do??? that is what he want....so i just can accept it....

Fun Friday

2008-11-14T19:35:00.000-08:00

Today i wake up at 8.00am because i haven't packing my luggage as i leaving to Kuala Lumpur to meet my Brother there that i meet him in Tagged. Before this we never meet before and this is the first time as well i went to meet my networking brothers and sisters that i knew and chat with them. My feeling is just very excited because i never meet them before and this will be the very first time.

Last night, L my close Baboon coursemate helped me to message my personal taxi and he will send me to Sri Puteri at 9am. I arrive there early and the cashier told me that there is still a place for me at 9.30am. So i agreed to change my ticket as i really wish that i can arrive earlier there. But something bad happen to me as my handphone spoilt and i cant find Aliff as i arrive there earlier.

What i hope is just that he will call me asking whether i arrive already or not. What to do??? i have to buy another handphone which cost me RM160 only.. Hha.. Thank God that i ever help him to reload and i ask Fook Sing for his number so i manage to find him. We meet at 4pm after 2 hours i arrive there.

He brings me for my lunch and then we went to pavilion and buy ticket for Quantum of solace movie at 10.15pm tonight. Before the movie, i went back to my room and take my rest and waited for 10.15pm. After the movie, we move around Bukit Bintang and we did take lot of pictures.

Karaoke Tuesday at Red Box

2008-11-11T23:03:00.001-08:00

Wake up early in the morning to fulfill the task for 1-SKG at Red Box Jusco Tebrau...

11.30am we arrive there and start to booked place for us, and we had 3 hours time for us to sing...

Me, Sumner, Fook Sing, Fock Long, Tham, Siti, Mandy, Daphne and Kelly....

Sing until 2.47pm.. Cool, fun but tiring man.Huh, tired than just walking and shopping out there.

After this, everyone will go back to their own hometown.. Me have to come back early to UTM because i have to go ASEAN University Games 2008 which will be held at Kuala Lumpur..on 12-14 December..... Anyway, today is the best fun day of mine.....

Cool Monday of the week..

2008-11-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

Thank God that finally my exam is over... Today, last paper Calculus... Although i dont think i can do well in it, i dont know why im so happy... So damn happy...and excited.. Maybe its over... I din sleep since last night but i did take my rest for 1 hours from morning until the next day until i finish my exam.... Noon i did take my rest...

Today, in history.... One big group of us...all my chinese coursemate... Not even one is missing... we having our gathering at Master Steamboat and having our dinner there... This is really a history for us because this is the first time that we gather together as one... We did discuss about grouping next year for MAss BAlance..... Hope that all of us can be split into 2 groups and perform the best we can in the class.. Suppose that if we do so, i believe this two groups will be the best among all the groups for sure....

Tomorrow sure more syok as we will have our K time at Jusco Tebrau... Wow... Shoppping time tomorrow haha.... Sure enjoy..... Once again we will come to gather at there for K nite... This is the first time i went to K.... haha... sure fun... God blessed... Take care there...

Best week of all

2008-11-08T20:48:00.000-08:00

This week suppose to be my hardest week for this year... Suppose to be because i sit for my final exam... So called my first final exam in university which will cause me to give up very soon.... So damn hard....

But really want to thank GOd that He gave me few such a nice caring of mine..... Aliff.....working at First World Hotel at Genting... Cooll my dream place to be..... Next Ran, hmm...not really understand u but i will try to understand u better.....PRomise.... BUt no matter what happen, once this happen to us, i want to hope that we will continue the journey of a priceless ship so called friendship until the end...

Love u all my friend out there........

Static Killer Day

2008-11-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

Today is my first paper for my final examination of 1 year 1 semester.....

Static which i have the most confident in scoring finally make me lost my confident in the coming examination... First paper already showing that something wrong is going to come in the next coming paper...

But one thing that i very sure is that i already do it and answer it with what i know and what i can do.. Now maybe i just can score 32 out of 50 marks.... I hope that those i answer wrong, diagrams got mark allocated... Got show some solutions, but final answer wrong but correcct starting, mark will be given also....

Pray for me so that the mark to score A will be lower a little bit so that i can get at least A becasue i never plan to score A+ in any examination... God bless me and u.... Love ya

Torturing Thursday.....

2008-10-30T19:27:00.000-07:00

Today i study a lot as final in around the corner... I just take my nap for an hour which i normally will take for few hours... Then, i went out for Cell Group Fellowship and and having my dinner at Master Steamboat at Mutiara Rini... Huh... Eat until so full... Lost to girls man... Luckily not me only but Ruben accompany me....

Then, we went back to IKR and waiting for Darrell them to come back from Taman U as they planed to celebrate Mayura and Rebecca birthday... Then, i did help them to prepare some food. Gosh, so disgusting the food i prepare.. M&m with Tuna....color fades away and make the whole thing..Yuckss..... Haha....

Here come the two important persons and been blindfolded. Funny man.. From Cengal, KRP resident also can listen to their voice.... Haha.... So loud they shout.... And having enjoyable fun in IK room... Really nice and warm fellowship last night.... Thank God for preparing me such a good friends of mine to grow in Him.Praise be unto Him.... Amen.... Blessed day.