Torturing Thursday.....

Today i study a lot as final in around the corner... I just take my nap for an hour which i normally will take for few hours... Then, i went out for Cell Group Fellowship and and having my dinner at Master Steamboat at Mutiara Rini... Huh... Eat until so full... Lost to girls man... Luckily not me only but Ruben accompany me....

Then, we went back to IKR and waiting for Darrell them to come back from Taman U as they planed to celebrate Mayura and Rebecca birthday... Then, i did help them to prepare some food. Gosh, so disgusting the food i prepare.. M&m with Tuna....color fades away and make the whole thing..Yuckss..... Haha....

Here come the two important persons and been blindfolded. Funny man.. From Cengal, KRP resident also can listen to their voice.... Haha.... So loud they shout.... And having enjoyable fun in IK room... Really nice and warm fellowship last night.... Thank God for preparing me such a good friends of mine to grow in Him.Praise be unto Him.... Amen.... Blessed day.

Spoilt Wednesday...but still enjoyable

Today as promised by Mr.Calculus, five of us go take our calculus test two paper.... Hmm.. before that we went to have our breakfast first at Pak Lah cafe... Then, here come the excitement... Starting with Boon.... But sad that he score 41/50 if not mistaken.. I taught he will score highter than that.... Then, my turn... haiz... 3 questions differentiation chain rule i use the wrong concept... I just use normal form 6 chain rule but this time is 3 times the chain rules... First two differentiation wrong already... So sad... Then, i just manage to score 40 over 50... Then come to carry mark... Huh.. 42 over 50.... Why?? Other can score better than me... I'm chinese lowest mark now....how come i so so.....St---id.... How come.??

Spoilt because of two things today....
1. Sumner laughs at me saying that, " Hahahaa, i score three carry marks higher than u".... Oh man, pierce deep into my heart this verse.... I study more than him but careless more than him.... He play dota more than me but i chatting more than him... maybe i not hardworking enough to understand what i study...
2. Wai Shin messages me and asks me about the t-shirts stuff and told me lot of things.... Haiz... Dah lar bad mood today plus what he says something like that... KNS..... BUt i know just to this matter i dont do it properly... For other things, for sure i manage it properly... But this is the last things i will accept to do it...

But luckily i did enjoy my day today at Prof Zul house.... Almost everyone of my coursemate going there.... Hmm... Prof Zul really take good care of us and treat us like his sons and daugthers,.... Haha, he tells his friends that go to his house, "Biasa lar banyak sons and daughters.".. Haha.. Then, we take lot of pictures there.... Nice pictures....

Improving Tuesday

Today got show some improvement already.... Give myself 70% lor...
Still got dozen of volume for me to improve myself... This morning, i ask Boon to wake me up but i didnt receive any morning call... Luckily i wake up myself sharp on 7.30am... get ready and gotta take our journey to "faculty" with two missions today... Who know, oh man, i have to call Bro Boon to wake him up... so study awhile lor...

8.30am sharp, arrive faculty on the top of the excellency in UTM, three of us register our next semester subject and i did help my roommate to register.... Then, before fulfilling next mission, i come out with another mission impossible that i want to take my basic c programming carry mark result... So from 3rd floor to 4th floor, one room and another room, we failed to find his room. Then, i msg Tham2 and he didnt reply me and luckily got Yung Qunn called me to tell me about that. But mission failed... Sob sob....

9.30am -arrive Math faculty and wanna take my Calculus test 2 but he told us that he was sick and heading to hospital now... Oh man... he told us that we cant take it until next week... So nervous as i left that subject havent see the carry mark.....

Static - 43.3/50
E-tech - 26.3/35
Calculus- 21.5/25
Basic c programming - 45.2/50

can i still score 4 pointer for this semester??? I want lar.... Have to struggle now... Today start the engine... So ladies and gentleman, start the engine with me and here come, "LONELYBoy" will excel....

Sleeping Monday for Study Week

Anyone there can wake me up and make fully used of study week to do revision?? Gosh today i sleep until 1.00pm eh... HOw can i going to study after this??? tomorrow having outing to Kota Tinggi again.. OMG... Sure everyone now study until mastering every single turn in every single matter. Please help me!!! dont let me die just like this... I want at least to score and stay in Dean List and of course first class dgree pointer.

Study Week

If not mistaken, now all the undergraduate students are preparing for their exam already. But what happen to me?? i dont want to make my parent disappointed with also but i have no semangat to study... Why???

Today i just receive all the past year final exam paper... can i finish doing it just in a week time?? Can I?? I want to score 4pointer lar this time.. This is the only time that i can score...

Then, Wai Shin did message me today telling me that he already arrive KL... Shock man... Huh... Then, he did tell me what happen actually and he did angry with the way i treat him lately... i just dont want to be his burden mar... that why i giving so many excuses... I'm Sorry brother... But anyway and no matter what happen, u're still my brother....and direct senior...

Who can discipline me so that i will study hah??? And just now i receive a call from KTDI office and asking me to go for an interview tonight at office... I dont feel nervous at first and now 7.45pm i start to feel nervous... JKM interview....if can i want to expand my knowledge and gain knowlegde here through JKM... Blessed me ..and wish me all the best...

I found that Place..

25 October 2008

Today was my another breakthough in Christ.... After a period of time giving excuses, finally i agreed with him go to CHOJB....... hmmm... this place really just like what i expected to have and finally God gave it to me but i havent pray and ask for it... But it true that, God provide what u need... What u ask it might not give u directly but it will come when it was the TIME....

Really Thank God that He had prepared another way for me to grow in faith with Him....lead by Him..... I really found the place that i long for.... Now its a reality....

Guys out there, Remember this verse for today...
Mark 11:23-25 the power of confession is there... This verse saying that does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him.... This also had been proven by Dr. Masaru Emoto experience about the power of confession toward a glass of water.... speaks by faith my dear friend....and God Bless You....

Introduction to Engineering Test

Finally we had finished one subject for this semester. Hmm.... Today all the first year students were having the test for IE.... the test paper was so damn hard until i cant score more than 5 questions out of 7 questions...... But anyway i already try my very best to do it already.....

Then, before the test today, something miracle did happen at Ruby cafe as Wai Shin did teach me and friends of mine how to solve some of the questions that i cant solve when doing my revision.....

i really lazy lar now.... tonight suppose to have time to study but i didnt study at all because i feel like want to rest for today, tomorrow and day after. I want to concentrate only during my study week.... This is the only time that i can perform well to get good result...for this semester....

Everything change

Everything change after Raya holiday...
From my academic until my personal stuff.....
Really a great challenges for me....

I really drop terribly in my quizes and academic....
Feel like i know nothing now..... Dont know how to face the coming final examination.....Going to die there.... Just last night i msg my lecturer telling him that i score 0 mark and wana retake quiz and who know he lets the whole class having another quizes.... Huh... So sorry my dear coursemates.....

Then, i having the best senior ever and can be consider as my brother as well.... But after the holiday, everything changes...... Just like another person already..... Not only to me.... To my coursemates that before this were closed to him.... But now 10000000% different already.... Just treat us like not really know us even like greeting us , is a hard thing for him to do so....

And today i did see him at faculty but i dont know why i just cant control my leg to go to him and greet him.... Totally different this time as i move straight to my class without greeting him... Feel like it useless to greet him..... Tell me why...

Sad day....but memorable....

Today was my most memorable day in UTM....
First and i want to prove that it was the first and the last thing happen in UTM for the rest of four years in UTM....

What happen today???
Come i tell u.....

12.15pm..... during my E-tech class, we were having the last quiz for this subject... and guess what?? i already so worry about e-tech mark but i still manage to score "0" mark for the quiz... Luckily the other i still manage to score well.....

I learn a great mistake from this memorable day...

And i feel so guilty today as i borrow RM250 from my friends as i lazy to go bank to take money for my printer inks..... Memalukan.... but of cos i pay them lar tonight as i promise them.. I dont like to hutang ppl....