First Day of CNY at Genting

Today i went to Genting with my mum and i really enjoy there although im alone at that time... I also got the chance to meet with my abg angkat there... At first im quite boring because no one accompany me to go walk around and just me alone...

At 6pm, Bro Aliff came and meet me up at the lobby... Hurmm.. really miss him so much after long time didnt meet himup... He brings me for dinner before i went back to KL....

After dinner, we went to walk around take some pictures around Hotel Genting. Before i forget, he also gave me angpao le.. That really make me shock...

I went back to KL at 7.30pm because that day, the weather was not really good for us to go back late.... Raining day.... Arrive at kl, we went to have our dinner near Wangsa Maju LRT.....

Chinese New Year Celebration

This is year im not going to celebrate New Year at Miri. Haiz.... But i going to celebrate my new year at KL. Today chinese new year eve, I went to Tv3 studio joining they games activities today named EWAH EWAH. I was really enjoy there today..

But before ended, me and Joey already went back from the studio area becasue i having dinner together at Stacy Mummy house. I was really sad at the time that i packing my luggage as i going to leave alpha villa soon and dont know when i will coming back to KL again. I really sad about that.

After dinner, i really sad becasue i really miss my previous new year celebration at Miri. Although last time i hate new year at there, but now it become a miss for me... I really miss it... I miss my grandma and all my family there.

Committed to the personal growth to improve relationship

HI guys out there… once again I come back on my discussion with everyone…

As I promise we will talk about the 7 qualities of BUILDING SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIP. I will share the first one with everyone today but as I talk about it, I will use the example that I had experienced through my love journey.

First of all, COMMITMENT TO PERSONAL GROWTH is much more important in building relationship. Commitment is not just an interested in it but willing to change it to the correct perspective. As the example, after I experiencing the greatest lost in life last few days, I discovered that before this my commitment toward my partner is not that effective because something had overcome the important of yours.

I never commit to God’s word and lifestyle after so long that I busy with my duty as Ketua Biro Keusahawanan JKM KTDI and Exco Committee for Institution of Engineers, Malaysia UTM Student Chapter in Human Resource Department for Engineering Week 2009. So, my first point here is committing you to God’s word and lives according to his lifestyle because this is the best references in this world. From the words, learn to HONOR ONE ANOTHER so that we are able to communicate well with one another when we honoring one another. Even when come to some crisis, with this attitude, trouble problems will not occur. What the most important is, small problem make until no problem, and big problem if possible make it become no problem to the relationship. Solve the problem with kindness. (1 Job4:7,12)

Beside that, ONE MUST LEARN TO WILLINGLY RECEIVE GUIDANCE AND HELP. Learn to be open to each other which mean that when we were facing some problem, one should seek guidance and help from partner perhaps the best partner for solving problem is your very own partner of life. (Proverb 12:1)

One must be CONSCIOUS OF HIS BLINDSPOT AND EMOTIONAL HANDICAPS. With this kind of attitude, perhaps the relationship that you have build together as one in life can be improve and be better and better. Hey guys, let me tell you, if you as a partner to your partner never remind him or her of his blind spot (weakness), devil will come and take your place to take this duty and responsibility. So partners out there must take all possible opportunity to remind each other of the blind spot that your partner have before it is too late. Remember to admit your own mistake as well. (James 5:16)

Last but not least, you should SET YOUR OWN PERSONAL GOALS FOR REAL CHANGE. Setting this goal should be step by step and reasonable with achievable standard. Before setting this goal, its better to seek guidance from your partner so that what you trying to change is based the best on what the need of the relationship between you and your partner.( 1 Corinthians 9:26)

GOD BLESS YOUR RELATIONSHIP..

The day that i will stand up strong to rebuilt my relationship with all my heart

After broke up, then I realize how important are u in my life. I feel guilty of not been perform well when we were together as one. But now everything is too late, even I cry for the whole day and night is useless because it’s impossible to go back to your side. But today when I attending my church service after so long I didn’t attend, I feel that I make the greatest mistake in my relationship with u. Today I learn a lot of law in building a successful relationship and all the points really contradicted to what I have done so far to u... I just can say sorry and I still love u all the while… I don’t dare to hope u get back to my side but I hope that I can change the whole situation…

Before further ado, remember this parable, “Sow little will reap little” this is really important in building a relationship with your partner. I experienced it by my own hand just on 16 Jan ago. I neglected you and that why I reap this type of ending. Everyone out there, remember all what I going to say and I believe u will have sustainable and lovely romantic life. But this is not going to happen to me anymore, therefore I hope that I can bring life and hope to those who really need what I going to say.

What I going to share with everyone consists of 7 points that I believe can make all things possible.
Before I enter further, just a reminder that every one of us choose partner according to the personality traits instead of character but to build successful relationship should be built according to good character. Good character is measure how u treat your partner and as a foundation of any healthy partnership

Remember to built yourself before u want to build other. “LOVE IS NOT JUST TALKING BUT ACTION”

Im really blurr now...

With the love that i have created, but suddenly destroyed just like that without knowing the truth...
I know that im not really qualify to love other but what can i do when that is the feeling that i have in the coming day...??
i know that its my fault that i didnt spend as much time as the perampas spend the time with u but what can i do??? He is working but im studying... Im in the class but he is outside the limitation...
I aslo hope that i can spend more time with u but what can i do during meeting at night???
I really hope that i alway by ur side... but thank God for putting me into this kind of test once again after i break for the seven years long love that i make before this..

Thank for the teaching that u want me to learn...

But if i have the change once again... perhap this thing will not happen anymore... I really hope that u tell me the truth about what u feel toward me and him... that all.. i just want to have a clearify answer... that all....

nothing much nothing more... just hope that this 22nd when we meet, u will tell me everything that u want to tell me... that what i want from u....

I LOVE YOU more than i can say....