Another hurting semester.......

Knowing the news about Tsunami at Bandar Aceh in the year of 2004 was really a sad story.. The situation was just like oh my God. This happen once again in my life with double waves. 9 November 2009 was the first wave striking my personal life.Knowing that my results was terribly bad, my whole life shaking. Trying to reach my mum but she not answering my call. Calling my sis and finally express all out to her. This was really unacceptable results for me.

2nd wave strikes me again last night....10 November 2009.... This was really hurt once again knowing that i didnt score for 2 papers that carries 6 credit hours. This time my feeling was kinda weird. Sad of course, happy also for sure. I dont know why i got this type of feeling...

But i really want to thank God because in the midst of my sadness, someone came into my life to cheer me up. Someone that come unexpectedly, care and really enlighten my vision which had been wipe out by that two waves of tsunami in my life.




This makes me think of my beloved family members in my school time. Because of them, NAMRRAFF were created, which stand for Nelson, Ainnol, Mary, Roddy, Rudy, Andrie, Fuad n Fitri. I love u guys so much....... But recently, after studying at UTM, we all seem to walk our own path and forgetting each other. I really hope that this will not end my dear brothers and sister.

Please give me strength and support that once again I can stand back to overcome all the obstacles and challenges in the coming semester and the rest of semesters. I really need to take back that two gold medals from UTM. I meant a lot to me and my family. I have to make my family proud of it. Currently im already 0.05 away from one of the gold medal.

Energy Balance>>> A-
Fluid Mechanics>>> B+
Organic Chemistry>>> B+
Ethnic Relations>> A-
Advance English>>> A
Photography>> B+

This results is really killing me hard... Aim for A and yet so far astray from the vision and mission of this semester. The question now is,do i still can achieve what i want for the rest of the semester with weaken strength and motivation???

Semester 3 is over,welcoming semester 4 in 1month time..

Holding this verse(Philp 4:13 I can do all things through HIM who strengthen me.) as my motivation during semester 3 in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, studying Chemical Engineering major in Gas,taking Energy Balance, Differential Equation, Organic Chemistry, Ethnic Relations, Advanced English in Academic Communication,Fluid Mechanics, Organic Chemistry Lab and last but not least, Photography as my ko-q was really challenging for me. Sleepless night.. Endless assignments.. Killing tests... with 18 credit hours..
Officially after 15 weeks of lectures and finally it came to an end of it. Yesterday was officially end of it, ended with blurry situation, not confident in submitting my last final exam paper. But so far, a probabilities to score A is still there.. Still got hope to achieve my aim of scoring 4.0 for semester 3.
At last i do understand my eldest brother situation last time when he sits for his exam or study, he will have headache. I experienced it this semester during my final examination. Fluid mechanics, Organic Chemistry, Differential Equation and Energy Balance..... These subjects really causes me having headache during and after the paper. This really hindered me from continuing on study for another papers,moreover, we dont have even a gap of a day in preparing.. Could be said as lousy arrangement of timetable from authorities.
Now really release and doesnt feel any tense already because all is over for now.. Really want to relax my mind for one month and get ready for another challenging semester in 14 December 2009.Next semester probably will be a full pack semester due to 18 credit hours, will handling all the activities for GESS 2010, joining International Student Leadership Conference, this and that... Hurm.. really train us(undergraduate) to be tough and well-built.
I think that all i want share for now.. See u guys in Miri soon... Miss semester 3, welcoming semester 4..