My last word before leaving Miri for year....

Living for so long, i never show other that im so "jiwang" but this time i come back everything changed... I dont know why my angel able to touched my heart so deeply.... but time by time past, i always feel so discouraged. Why loving angel is so damn hard??? Why im not into the one that angel likes?? Why Why Why?? i keep asking myself... Why im not the prefect person? Why?? But i never get the answer... What will come next into my life?? i knew that angel cant be replaced by other in shortest time...
I cant imagine that i will receive gift before i going back... Because this is the first time before i leaving Miri and got gift from someone mean special to me... But before this, i really touched by Cj2, Cj3 and Cj8 for the last sent(airport and flower) and forever i will remember what had happened as the sweetest memories with guys...

Teddy Teddy... for those who mean so special for me... Once appear in my life and be so special to me... Forever i will remember you guys... Muahhhh......

Dady, congratulation for finally finish ur SPM.... Its already two years called u dady already ho..haha... Thank for last night spending your precious time with me... Its have been such a long time i didnt have night walk at park already... Dady, hope that our relationship never reach the end lo... No matter what will still called you dady. So dady forever ya..hehe....

Haiz... after all those happy moments.... finally stress moment gonna happen... Sharp midnight 12am, Baboon buzz me and telling me that we able to check the overall result already. Hurm.. overall i was so thankful that i able to score and maintain my CGPA... But this result is still not as good as i aimed... I need more and more... But finally i found the one who will be my motivator... with this angel i will do my very best.... Will score the best just for my angel and my future....
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING THERMODYNAMIC
TRANSPORT PROCESS
CHEMICAL ANALYSIS
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY 2
CHOIR
ECONOMIC ENGINEERING
Here i come to conquer.... with the power of L***.......

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Month in my Hometown...

Its already the last week im staying in Miri. My next step in Miri will be in the end of 2010. Lot of things happen in Miri.. Happy, Joy, Appreciated, until im Sad also have. When i first arrive Miri, we straight have the planing for reunion dinner among our Ex-Form 6-ian. We having it at 925 and heading for Bowling session after that.

Little princess of my family was born in 2nd December 2009, 11.17am at General Hospital.... after week of admission. Princess Chloe Kho was born and 3 days later been discharged but the next day was admitted once again for another 2 days. Today finally she go back home with her mother.

After all, nothing special happen but in a sudden, a caring angel appear in my life and bring hope bring happiness bring everything i need into my life..... The angel that i loved, the angel that i cared... The angel that i willing to sacrifice everything i can just for the angel. Having nice time with angel of mine even just two days. Having dinner together, watching Ninja Assasin, watching Astroboy, having a walk at beach, and lot mores of sweet memories of mine.... I will not allowed any other to touched my heart anymore after this. I dont want to be hurt once again just like what happen... although never get the answer yet... I assume friend of angel gonna spoil my happiness. I will forever hate 7th December starting in my life now onward.... Because the day that make my breath stop, disaster in my life.... end of the world...
Bro Ask finally came to Miri and luckily i manage to meet u la bro... before i going back to Johor for my study. Thank for everything that u have given to me during the short trip. Although it was short but i hope most memorials thing for us. I guess so......... Thank for the movie and bowling sessions with dinner together... I will remember this... Hope our next date really can be fulfill la bro..... All the best in everything u do.....Forever hope the best for u guys......I love.... I care... I miss....

IN memorial of Nelson Chan Vui Kit (27th April 1988-7th December 2009)