First Day of CNY at Genting

Today i went to Genting with my mum and i really enjoy there although im alone at that time... I also got the chance to meet with my abg angkat there... At first im quite boring because no one accompany me to go walk around and just me alone...

At 6pm, Bro Aliff came and meet me up at the lobby... Hurmm.. really miss him so much after long time didnt meet himup... He brings me for dinner before i went back to KL....

After dinner, we went to walk around take some pictures around Hotel Genting. Before i forget, he also gave me angpao le.. That really make me shock...

I went back to KL at 7.30pm because that day, the weather was not really good for us to go back late.... Raining day.... Arrive at kl, we went to have our dinner near Wangsa Maju LRT.....

Chinese New Year Celebration

This is year im not going to celebrate New Year at Miri. Haiz.... But i going to celebrate my new year at KL. Today chinese new year eve, I went to Tv3 studio joining they games activities today named EWAH EWAH. I was really enjoy there today..

But before ended, me and Joey already went back from the studio area becasue i having dinner together at Stacy Mummy house. I was really sad at the time that i packing my luggage as i going to leave alpha villa soon and dont know when i will coming back to KL again. I really sad about that.

After dinner, i really sad becasue i really miss my previous new year celebration at Miri. Although last time i hate new year at there, but now it become a miss for me... I really miss it... I miss my grandma and all my family there.

Committed to the personal growth to improve relationship

HI guys out there… once again I come back on my discussion with everyone…

As I promise we will talk about the 7 qualities of BUILDING SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIP. I will share the first one with everyone today but as I talk about it, I will use the example that I had experienced through my love journey.

First of all, COMMITMENT TO PERSONAL GROWTH is much more important in building relationship. Commitment is not just an interested in it but willing to change it to the correct perspective. As the example, after I experiencing the greatest lost in life last few days, I discovered that before this my commitment toward my partner is not that effective because something had overcome the important of yours.

I never commit to God’s word and lifestyle after so long that I busy with my duty as Ketua Biro Keusahawanan JKM KTDI and Exco Committee for Institution of Engineers, Malaysia UTM Student Chapter in Human Resource Department for Engineering Week 2009. So, my first point here is committing you to God’s word and lives according to his lifestyle because this is the best references in this world. From the words, learn to HONOR ONE ANOTHER so that we are able to communicate well with one another when we honoring one another. Even when come to some crisis, with this attitude, trouble problems will not occur. What the most important is, small problem make until no problem, and big problem if possible make it become no problem to the relationship. Solve the problem with kindness. (1 Job4:7,12)

Beside that, ONE MUST LEARN TO WILLINGLY RECEIVE GUIDANCE AND HELP. Learn to be open to each other which mean that when we were facing some problem, one should seek guidance and help from partner perhaps the best partner for solving problem is your very own partner of life. (Proverb 12:1)

One must be CONSCIOUS OF HIS BLINDSPOT AND EMOTIONAL HANDICAPS. With this kind of attitude, perhaps the relationship that you have build together as one in life can be improve and be better and better. Hey guys, let me tell you, if you as a partner to your partner never remind him or her of his blind spot (weakness), devil will come and take your place to take this duty and responsibility. So partners out there must take all possible opportunity to remind each other of the blind spot that your partner have before it is too late. Remember to admit your own mistake as well. (James 5:16)

Last but not least, you should SET YOUR OWN PERSONAL GOALS FOR REAL CHANGE. Setting this goal should be step by step and reasonable with achievable standard. Before setting this goal, its better to seek guidance from your partner so that what you trying to change is based the best on what the need of the relationship between you and your partner.( 1 Corinthians 9:26)

GOD BLESS YOUR RELATIONSHIP..

The day that i will stand up strong to rebuilt my relationship with all my heart

After broke up, then I realize how important are u in my life. I feel guilty of not been perform well when we were together as one. But now everything is too late, even I cry for the whole day and night is useless because it’s impossible to go back to your side. But today when I attending my church service after so long I didn’t attend, I feel that I make the greatest mistake in my relationship with u. Today I learn a lot of law in building a successful relationship and all the points really contradicted to what I have done so far to u... I just can say sorry and I still love u all the while… I don’t dare to hope u get back to my side but I hope that I can change the whole situation…

Before further ado, remember this parable, “Sow little will reap little” this is really important in building a relationship with your partner. I experienced it by my own hand just on 16 Jan ago. I neglected you and that why I reap this type of ending. Everyone out there, remember all what I going to say and I believe u will have sustainable and lovely romantic life. But this is not going to happen to me anymore, therefore I hope that I can bring life and hope to those who really need what I going to say.

What I going to share with everyone consists of 7 points that I believe can make all things possible.
Before I enter further, just a reminder that every one of us choose partner according to the personality traits instead of character but to build successful relationship should be built according to good character. Good character is measure how u treat your partner and as a foundation of any healthy partnership

Remember to built yourself before u want to build other. “LOVE IS NOT JUST TALKING BUT ACTION”

Im really blurr now...

With the love that i have created, but suddenly destroyed just like that without knowing the truth...
I know that im not really qualify to love other but what can i do when that is the feeling that i have in the coming day...??
i know that its my fault that i didnt spend as much time as the perampas spend the time with u but what can i do??? He is working but im studying... Im in the class but he is outside the limitation...
I aslo hope that i can spend more time with u but what can i do during meeting at night???
I really hope that i alway by ur side... but thank God for putting me into this kind of test once again after i break for the seven years long love that i make before this..

Thank for the teaching that u want me to learn...

But if i have the change once again... perhap this thing will not happen anymore... I really hope that u tell me the truth about what u feel toward me and him... that all.. i just want to have a clearify answer... that all....

nothing much nothing more... just hope that this 22nd when we meet, u will tell me everything that u want to tell me... that what i want from u....

I LOVE YOU more than i can say....

Fun but tiring vacation >> 4 Dec

I went to Brunei with my father this morning at 6.45am after i sending my beloved adk angkat back to his house. He leaving Miri soon going to Sri Aman.... Haiz going to miss him so much..

Back to the vacation, depart from miri and arrive Brunei at 8 something and then we went to the brunei education department.. Wow that was a great building there.

Then, they did bring to walk around brunei and i did when to two musuem, floating village and round the city.. bad thing is the park that i want to go alraedy closed down. So sad... neway, i really having a nice trip but tiring trip. One day trip.

After round the town, we went to Brunei International Airport to fetch aunt and her daughter.

then, we went to having our lunch once again with them. Miri here we come back. One the way got roadblock lar.. haha.. so funny they stopped us and ask us to take off the tinted glass plastic. HAha..

After arrive miri, i straight away chatting as one day didnt chat already. haah..

I didnt take my rest and straight away when to the dinner at Dynasty Hotel. Guess what, i meet Shun Jie there.. Haha.. Back from the dinner, Auntie did give me the present she buys from Sepanyol.. Wow that great....

26 November 2008>> Home Sweet Home

Today is the last day i stayed at my college.. When back to my home at Miri.. Haha....

Tony sends me to airport and i really grateful and thankful praise be unto the Lord because had assigned to me such a great good cell group leader.. I still remember got one night before i going back to Miri, we went for dinner and hmm.. quite funny games to choose who will pray before we eat. because still shy shy shy.. aha.. luckily he helped me.. If not, i dont know what to do... I think i make such a great mistake on that night...

Huh... So fast time past... Already leaving miri for half year... What Miri going to be the next time i coming back?? Will it be the same city that i stayed there for 20 years?? Sometime i feel like dont want to come back here because of financial problems.. I really sad when i come back here and i know all sort of problem created because of me.. Sometime i think that why should i continue study there when they found difficulties to support my study? Why should they argue because of money?

I really lazy to come back here just because of this. I really dont know what can i do now.. Anyone can tell me and guide me to go throught this problem??

Haha.. Forget about this.. This is the time for me to share with u all the time that i have in miri..wakaka.. really having such nice and fun memories while me at miri.. Really tiring holiday at miri.. can say everyday fully booked.. ahha.. even until the last day i going back to kL...

End of spiritual week..

Finally Asia Conference comes to the end of is already on 23 November 2008.. Huh really amazing night... After AR. BErnard finished his session.. wow.. Coolest night after all.. Got perforamances from Liu Geng Hong and JJ Lin.. Cool ever conference that i ever joined... Fun but spiritually filled and full..

The next Asia Conference will be held on June 201o... Haha.. After this i going back to Miri already.. Yeah Yeah.. Really want to meet all my ex classmates lar..

Miss u all so much... walakakaka....

Nothing special happen to me before i come back to Miri, just i having dinner with my CG leader,Tony and Sue Ping and they did ask me to join the talent night during the christmas eve organized by the church i attended now.. City Harvest Outreach JB... I really thankful to have them guilding me to grow through my spiritual life....

Spiritual Week

Today was the very first time i use my passport... Cool and this is the very first time i went to Singapore Kastam and having my first cop there... Haha.. The very first Asia Conference 2008 with the theme of touching asia transforming the world.... Cool right??? Wow by the time i arrive, i was totally shock looking at the crowd... Estimated of 20000 christian were gathered there listening for God's words....

But it was totally a very tiring week because everyday have to wake up at 6.30am and get ready because bus will leaving our campus heading to Singapore at 7.30am. Huh.... Then u wanna know what time we arrive Malaysia everyday?? The next day of today.. What does it mean?? 1am lar dear... What to do?? But the desire was there and empowered me to do so.....

I was really amaze by the whole sessions that held there... This four words really sow deep into my heart.... Imitation, Insolation, Insulation and Penetration..... As a christian we should holding this two words Insulation and Penetration but not Insolation and Imitation.....

But sadly to share that,most of us miss the wonderful session by Benny Hinn.....HEaling session... One of the member of church tells us that do you need u healing?? Why dont we give chance to other people that need healing more than us?? Wow.. Cool statement.... Caring system from City HArvest Church Singapore really very effective..

So guys out there, the will be another Asia Conference 2010 which will be held around June 2010.. So see u there.... Hope to be part of it right??? Dont Miss it God bless u...

Enjoyable Saturday

Today we two wake up quite late as last night having a walk around Bukit Bintang. So we get ready at 1pm and having fun..... Wow... i planed to go Times Square for Cosmo Theme Park and he did brings me there. I really enjoy there..... HAving 5 round of Roller Coaster, space attack, spinning orbit, bumber car.........

Haha... Really enjoy today..... I also forget that im hungry lar... So we went to having our lunch inside TS.... Chicken Kebab....with Lime lemon juice,...coolll... Then, we go take money at maybank and CIMB to do something that will make me sad..... Guess what????

I went to Puduraya to buy my ticket going back to Johor... Wah...i really dont want to leave lar... BErat hati want to ended this sweet memories and happy moments that i have with my networking brother and friend. But what to do??? Just like ppl say," setiap perjumpaan ada perpisahan... BUt their told me that in their life there is no perpisahan... But maybe i going to meet them again this coming december holiday as i going back earlier to UTM for JKM training at KL, Rompin and KTDI........

Tonight will be my last night staying at KL... I really berat hati want to leave that place... Too short lar the time we spent together.... But what to do??? So i cant sleep well tonight and i just watched him sleep... Funny just like baby... Haha.... I quite dissapointed with him but what can i do??? that is what he want....so i just can accept it....

Fun Friday

Today i wake up at 8.00am because i haven't packing my luggage as i leaving to Kuala Lumpur to meet my Brother there that i meet him in Tagged. Before this we never meet before and this is the first time as well i went to meet my networking brothers and sisters that i knew and chat with them. My feeling is just very excited because i never meet them before and this will be the very first time.

Last night, L my close Baboon coursemate helped me to message my personal taxi and he will send me to Sri Puteri at 9am. I arrive there early and the cashier told me that there is still a place for me at 9.30am. So i agreed to change my ticket as i really wish that i can arrive earlier there. But something bad happen to me as my handphone spoilt and i cant find Aliff as i arrive there earlier.

What i hope is just that he will call me asking whether i arrive already or not. What to do??? i have to buy another handphone which cost me RM160 only.. Hha.. Thank God that i ever help him to reload and i ask Fook Sing for his number so i manage to find him. We meet at 4pm after 2 hours i arrive there.

He brings me for my lunch and then we went to pavilion and buy ticket for Quantum of solace movie at 10.15pm tonight. Before the movie, i went back to my room and take my rest and waited for 10.15pm. After the movie, we move around Bukit Bintang and we did take lot of pictures.

Karaoke Tuesday at Red Box

Wake up early in the morning to fulfill the task for 1-SKG at Red Box Jusco Tebrau...

11.30am we arrive there and start to booked place for us, and we had 3 hours time for us to sing...

Me, Sumner, Fook Sing, Fock Long, Tham, Siti, Mandy, Daphne and Kelly....

Sing until 2.47pm.. Cool, fun but tiring man.Huh, tired than just walking and shopping out there.

After this, everyone will go back to their own hometown.. Me have to come back early to UTM because i have to go ASEAN University Games 2008 which will be held at Kuala Lumpur..on 12-14 December..... Anyway, today is the best fun day of mine.....

Cool Monday of the week..

Thank God that finally my exam is over... Today, last paper Calculus... Although i dont think i can do well in it, i dont know why im so happy... So damn happy...and excited.. Maybe its over... I din sleep since last night but i did take my rest for 1 hours from morning until the next day until i finish my exam.... Noon i did take my rest...

Today, in history.... One big group of us...all my chinese coursemate... Not even one is missing... we having our gathering at Master Steamboat and having our dinner there... This is really a history for us because this is the first time that we gather together as one... We did discuss about grouping next year for MAss BAlance..... Hope that all of us can be split into 2 groups and perform the best we can in the class.. Suppose that if we do so, i believe this two groups will be the best among all the groups for sure....

Tomorrow sure more syok as we will have our K time at Jusco Tebrau... Wow... Shoppping time tomorrow haha.... Sure enjoy..... Once again we will come to gather at there for K nite... This is the first time i went to K.... haha... sure fun... God blessed... Take care there...

Best week of all

This week suppose to be my hardest week for this year... Suppose to be because i sit for my final exam... So called my first final exam in university which will cause me to give up very soon.... So damn hard....

But really want to thank GOd that He gave me few such a nice caring of mine..... Aliff.....working at First World Hotel at Genting... Cooll my dream place to be..... Next Ran, hmm...not really understand u but i will try to understand u better.....PRomise.... BUt no matter what happen, once this happen to us, i want to hope that we will continue the journey of a priceless ship so called friendship until the end...

Love u all my friend out there........

Static Killer Day

Today is my first paper for my final examination of 1 year 1 semester.....

Static which i have the most confident in scoring finally make me lost my confident in the coming examination... First paper already showing that something wrong is going to come in the next coming paper...



But one thing that i very sure is that i already do it and answer it with what i know and what i can do.. Now maybe i just can score 32 out of 50 marks.... I hope that those i answer wrong, diagrams got mark allocated... Got show some solutions, but final answer wrong but correcct starting, mark will be given also....



Pray for me so that the mark to score A will be lower a little bit so that i can get at least A becasue i never plan to score A+ in any examination... God bless me and u.... Love ya

Torturing Thursday.....

Today i study a lot as final in around the corner... I just take my nap for an hour which i normally will take for few hours... Then, i went out for Cell Group Fellowship and and having my dinner at Master Steamboat at Mutiara Rini... Huh... Eat until so full... Lost to girls man... Luckily not me only but Ruben accompany me....

Then, we went back to IKR and waiting for Darrell them to come back from Taman U as they planed to celebrate Mayura and Rebecca birthday... Then, i did help them to prepare some food. Gosh, so disgusting the food i prepare.. M&m with Tuna....color fades away and make the whole thing..Yuckss..... Haha....

Here come the two important persons and been blindfolded. Funny man.. From Cengal, KRP resident also can listen to their voice.... Haha.... So loud they shout.... And having enjoyable fun in IK room... Really nice and warm fellowship last night.... Thank God for preparing me such a good friends of mine to grow in Him.Praise be unto Him.... Amen.... Blessed day.

Spoilt Wednesday...but still enjoyable

Today as promised by Mr.Calculus, five of us go take our calculus test two paper.... Hmm.. before that we went to have our breakfast first at Pak Lah cafe... Then, here come the excitement... Starting with Boon.... But sad that he score 41/50 if not mistaken.. I taught he will score highter than that.... Then, my turn... haiz... 3 questions differentiation chain rule i use the wrong concept... I just use normal form 6 chain rule but this time is 3 times the chain rules... First two differentiation wrong already... So sad... Then, i just manage to score 40 over 50... Then come to carry mark... Huh.. 42 over 50.... Why?? Other can score better than me... I'm chinese lowest mark now....how come i so so.....St---id.... How come.??

Spoilt because of two things today....
1. Sumner laughs at me saying that, " Hahahaa, i score three carry marks higher than u".... Oh man, pierce deep into my heart this verse.... I study more than him but careless more than him.... He play dota more than me but i chatting more than him... maybe i not hardworking enough to understand what i study...
2. Wai Shin messages me and asks me about the t-shirts stuff and told me lot of things.... Haiz... Dah lar bad mood today plus what he says something like that... KNS..... BUt i know just to this matter i dont do it properly... For other things, for sure i manage it properly... But this is the last things i will accept to do it...

But luckily i did enjoy my day today at Prof Zul house.... Almost everyone of my coursemate going there.... Hmm... Prof Zul really take good care of us and treat us like his sons and daugthers,.... Haha, he tells his friends that go to his house, "Biasa lar banyak sons and daughters.".. Haha.. Then, we take lot of pictures there.... Nice pictures....

Improving Tuesday

Today got show some improvement already.... Give myself 70% lor...
Still got dozen of volume for me to improve myself... This morning, i ask Boon to wake me up but i didnt receive any morning call... Luckily i wake up myself sharp on 7.30am... get ready and gotta take our journey to "faculty" with two missions today... Who know, oh man, i have to call Bro Boon to wake him up... so study awhile lor...

8.30am sharp, arrive faculty on the top of the excellency in UTM, three of us register our next semester subject and i did help my roommate to register.... Then, before fulfilling next mission, i come out with another mission impossible that i want to take my basic c programming carry mark result... So from 3rd floor to 4th floor, one room and another room, we failed to find his room. Then, i msg Tham2 and he didnt reply me and luckily got Yung Qunn called me to tell me about that. But mission failed... Sob sob....

9.30am -arrive Math faculty and wanna take my Calculus test 2 but he told us that he was sick and heading to hospital now... Oh man... he told us that we cant take it until next week... So nervous as i left that subject havent see the carry mark.....

Static - 43.3/50
E-tech - 26.3/35
Calculus- 21.5/25
Basic c programming - 45.2/50

can i still score 4 pointer for this semester??? I want lar.... Have to struggle now... Today start the engine... So ladies and gentleman, start the engine with me and here come, "LONELYBoy" will excel....

Sleeping Monday for Study Week

Anyone there can wake me up and make fully used of study week to do revision?? Gosh today i sleep until 1.00pm eh... HOw can i going to study after this??? tomorrow having outing to Kota Tinggi again.. OMG... Sure everyone now study until mastering every single turn in every single matter. Please help me!!! dont let me die just like this... I want at least to score and stay in Dean List and of course first class dgree pointer.

Study Week

If not mistaken, now all the undergraduate students are preparing for their exam already. But what happen to me?? i dont want to make my parent disappointed with also but i have no semangat to study... Why???

Today i just receive all the past year final exam paper... can i finish doing it just in a week time?? Can I?? I want to score 4pointer lar this time.. This is the only time that i can score...

Then, Wai Shin did message me today telling me that he already arrive KL... Shock man... Huh... Then, he did tell me what happen actually and he did angry with the way i treat him lately... i just dont want to be his burden mar... that why i giving so many excuses... I'm Sorry brother... But anyway and no matter what happen, u're still my brother....and direct senior...

Who can discipline me so that i will study hah??? And just now i receive a call from KTDI office and asking me to go for an interview tonight at office... I dont feel nervous at first and now 7.45pm i start to feel nervous... JKM interview....if can i want to expand my knowledge and gain knowlegde here through JKM... Blessed me ..and wish me all the best...