Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Another hurting semester.......

Knowing the news about Tsunami at Bandar Aceh in the year of 2004 was really a sad story.. The situation was just like oh my God. This happen once again in my life with double waves. 9 November 2009 was the first wave striking my personal life.Knowing that my results was terribly bad, my whole life shaking. Trying to reach my mum but she not answering my call. Calling my sis and finally express all out to her. This was really unacceptable results for me.

2nd wave strikes me again last night....10 November 2009.... This was really hurt once again knowing that i didnt score for 2 papers that carries 6 credit hours. This time my feeling was kinda weird. Sad of course, happy also for sure. I dont know why i got this type of feeling...

But i really want to thank God because in the midst of my sadness, someone came into my life to cheer me up. Someone that come unexpectedly, care and really enlighten my vision which had been wipe out by that two waves of tsunami in my life.

This makes me think of my beloved family members in my school time. Because of them, NAMRRAFF were created, which stand for Nelson, Ainnol, Mary, Roddy, Rudy, Andrie, Fuad n Fitri. I love u guys so much....... But recently, after studying at UTM, we all seem to walk our own path and forgetting each other. I really hope that this will not end my dear brothers and sister.

Please give me strength and support that once again I can stand back to overcome all the obstacles and challenges in the coming semester and the rest of semesters. I really need to take back that two gold medals from UTM. I meant a lot to me and my family. I have to make my family proud of it. Currently im already 0.05 away from one of the gold medal.
Energy Balance>>> A-
Fluid Mechanics>>> B+
Organic Chemistry>>> B+
Ethnic Relations>> A-
Advance English>>> A
Photography>> B+
This results is really killing me hard... Aim for A and yet so far astray from the vision and mission of this semester. The question now is,do i still can achieve what i want for the rest of the semester with weaken strength and motivation???

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